R.i.p Zewl

[deviant1]

What a horible horrible loss, i never knew him at all and this is a very sad thing...I read fully everyones posts and i feel really bad for all of the people that knew him so well and his family. I hope everyone canmake it through ok in the end jus remember he would want you to be happy and he made the decision to follow through with the suicide.

R.I.P. Zewl, alot of talent lost, hope it is much better wherever you are and i'm sure you are feeling much better

[BullshitTantrum]

damn he had so much talent.
rest in peace zewl

[SLY]

did he leave a note or anything?

[VandalInDisguise]

He may have...but if he did, I'm sure only his family would know and I doubt they'd want it being advertised about...It's just another one of our thousands of questions that will go unanswered...

[tenrs]

I only had the privelage of meeting and talking to him on 2 occasions, however we talked almost everyday for a year on msn, great person, always had something good to say, and always had a dope story to tell.. He will be missed.. R.I.P. Zewl.http://pics.fotango.com/pictures/0400637035_001P.jpg

(memorial wheat train painted this evening by myself)

[pSYKAOz]

****important lol****

aight... the fucking bitch thats trying to fuck up my crew better speak up.

whoever did a CAC tag on zuels piece at the TSN wall this week is fuckin gonna get busted if we find out who u are. dunno what game youre playing but u better watch out.

for the rest: its definitivly no one in my crew. its also by a writer with experience and pretty good can control.

*lil part deleted*

on a sidenote me n the west end group of CAC (cricri, manak, hetak, moks) did a Zuel piece... kinda messed it up but meh, flix soon hopefully if it doesnt get passed over (i dont have my cam for a month or so).



***EDIT***

ok read thru the new posts in this thread.
sorry, now i know why u did the lil 'buff' job over zewls piece. however ppl arent seing it like that n u are getting alot of hate....

[stuntman]

lately this is all ive been thinking about, i still am so shocked, i had so much respect - and still do
R.I.P. zewler!

you will always be remembered!

[MERS_one]

i honestly cannot get over this...i cant sleep..i dun wanna a eat..like the effect this has had one me is unreal...i duno what to do with myself..i have never felt a greater sadness than i do now...and i duno where eles to vent this but on here so im sorry if i sound repetaitve to neone...but i cant help it

[pSYKAOz]

*deleted*

[VandalInDisguise]

Everyone understands Mers...you have to be repeatitive to try and make it sink in...I know...I just slept for the first time last night..not a very good one, I woke up more than a dozen times. I finally ate tonight as well...I felt doing something drastic might help...so I chopped off my hair...it did a bit...but I still can't believe he's gone...it's just not right...it's just not fair...He was soo loved and I wish he could have seen that...I mean..he's really gone now and it's all so surreal...

[this is the shit right here]

werd to acteh if you didn t tag and buffed the fake. peace.

http://img66.exs.cx/img66/3694/1production1.jpg
http://img66.exs.cx/img66/34/1Im005349.jpg
http://img66.exs.cx/img66/2904/Im000378.jpg

[GeSuS_KRiST]

damn i hope most of yall are doing ok if fuckin makes me feel horrible to see so many decent kids in pain.....

[whOaHT]

REST IN PEACE



damn, i still cant believe it :(
Even though i didnt personaly know em its fucked up to see someone who you talk to bout everyday or so and then find out he's not here anymore!
Shits rough, but at least he's in a better place now, watching over each n everyone of us!
(well most of us)

R.I.P Justin +

[Big Kidds]

R.I.P. Zewl

Didn't know him personaly, but he was definately one of the freshest writers i've seen come out of the scene.
Peace

[PyroManiak]

Like i promised i did the burner in loving memory of Justin...Hope your smiling down from where you are mate...RIP Justin

http://img37.exs.cx/img37/9311/jurstin.jpg

[Mister Elmo]

:(

[ares]

http://www.hundredproof.com/ic/randomism/IM001745.JPG

[odd_laws_broke]

Just like to add something.

I hope this thread is cathartic for all of his close heads and not a place for some random cats to voice their deluded notions about life, death and choices. A man died (regardless of the manner) and that shit is about as final as it gets, the least you can do is give him a positive send off.

May your spots eternalize you and your paint never fade man.

[MBTA]

from what i've seen on this board the dude rocked shit hard, and well. suicide is a very sad thing and it takes a lot to bring someone to that. believe me, i know personally. rest in peace zewl

[HazeO]

http://img87.exs.cx/img87/9990/RestInPeaceZewl.jpg
HazeO and Drefus
http://img87.exs.cx/img87/6562/Pope.jpg

http://img87.exs.cx/img87/2668/RobotPraying.jpg

wish my piece didnt turn out so wack...but the message is there. Rest in Peace Pimp.

[Drefus]

I think my pope came out a bit wacky.

dont be so hard on yourself haze!

RIP ZEWL

[whOaHT]

that is a very nice and touchin piece HazeO and Drefus (major props)
That Pope is dope!
Nice work as usual Pyro

As the sun sets in the distance,
And children are tucked into their beds,
The memory of Justin will be in all of our heads
R.I.P

[petra]

he changed everyones life. he was the most amazing person i knew. i miss him, my guardian angel.

[whOaHT]

I Know its nothing huge but i wanted to do something for Zuel
http://img14.exs.cx/img14/6189/rip1.jpg

Its not that amazing, but i wanted to do this for Zuel!

R.I.P man

[TIONZ_ER!]

I got an idea of doing a production peice here by where i live... and its gonna be themed on writers who have served there time in the game and has left us with nothing but memorys...

Im gonna list several writers that have past away to show respect from the dallas writers that are participating...

if you wanna add a writers name to the list that has passed away then shoot me a pm and we will be glad to pay our respects.

so far this is what we got..

Zeuler, Ceil, Clue, A-one, Atem, Ayer, Boxer, Disia, Dream, Ghost, Nace, Rusd, Soper, Zerek,

[osti one]

RIP zuel .
you gots skills dude.
hope to meet u in the afterlife.



another soldier down.
:( :unsure:

[whOaHT]

Originally posted by TIONZ_ER!@Sep 25 2004, 05:54 PM
I got an idea of doing a production peice here by where i live... and its gonna be themed on writers who have served there time in the game and has left us with nothing but memorys...

Im gonna list several writers that have past away to show respect from the dallas writers that are participating...

if you wanna add a writers name to the list that has passed away then shoot me a pm and we will be glad to pay our respects.

so far this is what we got..

Zeuler, Ceil, Clue, A-one, Atem, Ayer, Boxer, Disia, Dream, Ghost, Nace, Rusd, Soper, Zerek,
its a good idea!
But there is ALOT of writters that have left us (may them R.I.P)
so it would be a nothing but an on-going list
fact is, suicide is a scary yet everyday occasion, maybe not a writter that would do that everyday, but since i ve been on these forums, 3 have gone (thats alot for someone being here since May)

But its a good idea

[MANiAkONe]

me-hetak-moks-cricri-waster12 made a rest in power zuel at tsn...we're gonna go take it in flick soon...and ill post on this thread...so peace


REST IN PEACE JUSTIN
REST IN POWER ZUEL

[FaultO]

rest in peace dude.......

i should have said it earlier...

[skan.nashville]

havent been on in a while.this is quite a shock.zuelr was one of a kind.rest in peace.

this blunts got ur name on it bro

[ENSOE]

wow, this is really heavy. Zuel was a joker. full of personality. way way too young.

It took 2 years for him to find my ass, and roll with homies he respected and admired. We kicked it at under pressure and he's been chillin' with webs in montreal and they were gonna do some new stuff. In his word "Theres nothing more that I feel then westcoast graff" why did he have to go as soon as I got to know him? I was a prik the last time we talked too, and it tears me up...I was stressed out, and i acted like an asshole. Im sorry justin...much love.......

My krew will keep you homie, rest assured.

muchrespect .................................................. .........................................ensoe nwk...rsb

[wacky]

Justin was my brother. Maybe you don't believe me, but I am his sister. It's hard to believe he went through it.
Yeah, maybe some of you think it's a joke, but it's as real as you and I. Seeing his dead body is a great shock. I don't know what to think. Sometimes it's so hard to believe that I feel like thinking he'll be back.
He was the greatest writer, even though he didn't show me much of his work. I saw most of it on my own and only now, after his death, do I know he was so well-known all over. I just hope all his friends are gonna keep him in mind while you do graffs.

Rest In Peace my brother

[tronz.]

yeah, Justin's stuff burned its a shame he had to go. R.I.P

[skrooeapatape]

The update on eyegasm (european based website on clean trains worldwide) has zuel for the front section of new update but its blurred in front of his face and perhaps the site isnt aware that he passed.. so mabey som1 can email (i tried but didnt work) n let em knaow

[VandalInDisguise]

Ahh..Wacky, I believe you...Justin used to talk about you and your brother alot to me. I'm really sorry. I wish I could make things better for everyone...I wish I could believe it was all true. It hasn't sunk in yet. I too, keep thinking I'll round a corener one day and he'll be there. I keep thinking about plans we had made for next summer and now it's never going to be. My deepest adn sincere condolences to your family...I'm so sorry you have to go through this...no one should have to.

[Ravek]

i just painted a little rip zuel thing but the picture was dark and u can barely see it, and i dun't have a photo host :(

[CaSoNe]

www.imageshack.us

[Ravek]

http://img88.exs.cx/img88/8025/ASIfliks003.jpg
http://img88.exs.cx/img88/1786/ASIfliks004.jpg

its a dark picture, and u can barely see the dedication to zuel.... but its stilll for him! maybe next weekend i'll go wen the sun is out and get a better fliks

[AX1S]

god damnnn, this shit is fucked up,altough i didnt know him- i used to see so many of his tags and now hes gone :huh:
to the ones that knew him or were close friend this must suck so bad !!!!
all i have to say is Rest In Peace Zewler!!!

PEACE TO ALL ATMS!!!!!
P.S JAZZ\OATH i never meant to start beef or go over your throwUP !!!!!!peace to u guys :ph34r:

[Steez]

rip zewl.. i hardly knew you. still shocking..not to mention the fact...just 2 days ago a cop shot'em self a street away from my house..

[wacky]

Originally posted by VandalInDisguise@Sep 26 2004, 04:10 PM
Ahh..Wacky, I believe you...Justin used to talk about you and your brother alot to me. I'm really sorry. I wish I could make things better for everyone...I wish I could believe it was all true. It hasn't sunk in yet. I too, keep thinking I'll round a corener one day and he'll be there. I keep thinking about plans we had made for next summer and now it's never going to be. My deepest adn sincere condolences to your family...I'm so sorry you have to go through this...no one should have to.
Thanks a lot. I think everyone wishes they could of done something to keep him around.. It's extremely hard to believe. Plans.. yeah, he said he'd bring me to the store and we never went, he was painting a car for my brother for his birthday but never got to finish it, he was supposed to go to Toronto next week.. so many things he never accomplished. Maybe he wanted to do them but the pain was too big and he couldnt handle it..
Well anyways, thanks to everyone for just caring so much about my brother. He was one of the greatest guys and I truly hope his art never disappears. Anyone doing anything for him, I think is so extrordinary. I've seen pictures of walls with graffs made just for him.. Thats something. I kinda feel honoured after reading all these posts just for him, so thanks to everyone

[pSYKAOz]

thanks chillen for bumping some images in the black bookie... i had forgotten bout this sketch zuel had sorta requested...

http://membres.lycos.fr/psykaoz/killa_bunny_zewl.jpg

[pocket_change]

i always wondered was he a fan of ghostbusters i was watching it the other day and the monster says zoooooool, any connection?

[geezpot]

Originally posted by Flow@Sep 23 2004, 12:04 AM

Suicide sucks, you leave behind many people scratching their heads with an eternal grief, wondering 'Why? What did I miss? What could I have done?' It truely isn't the proper answer to whatever is troubling you. You'll get through it. Talk to somebody, get some help, it doesn't have to be professional help, although that'd be best. There are people trained to deal with these types of situations. There are phone hotlines for these types of situations.
Suicide is a weak solution.
I was raised in a home with no religious background. I was never really sure that there is an 'afterlife'. I live my life to the fullest as if this wasn't a dress rehearsal for some better life. Some peoples lives can get very complicated and suicide is hard for me to understand. Justin became an online friend who I actually had the privelage of spending some time with outside 'netland'. He exchanged some stories with me about his complicated life so for those moments I spent with him I tried to show him my side of the tracks. He sure was one cool cat once he lifted all his misery and let me assure you that boner had it hard.

I realize that Justin can never read this as my heaven doesn't have ADSL hookup but may his aspirations live on.

Rest In Peace Justin.
Rest In Pieces Zewler.

http://hundredproof.com/assets/geezpot/boner_gee.jpg

http://hundredproof.com/assets//geezpot/2004/RIPzewler.jpg

[this is the shit right here]

Originally posted by skrooeapatape@Sep 26 2004, 03:57 PM
The update on eyegasm (european based website on clean trains worldwide) has zuel for the front section of new update but its blurred in front of his face and perhaps the site isnt aware that he passed.. so mabey som1 can email (i tried but didnt work) n let em knaow
i hipe i fixed the deal with eyegasm. should be changed tonite ..... peace

[killah-EF]

ME AND JUSTIN WHERE GSM/ATM BROES, 3 YEARS AGO WE BOTH STARTED MAKING GRAFFITI WEBSITES, AND WE STARTED CHILLING TOGETHER AFTHER, WE WOULD PAINT, I DID MY FIRST PEICES IN FRONT OF HIM, WE WOULD GO AND EAT AT LA BELLE PROVINCE, WE WHERE A FAMILY, ME HIM, OATH, DAN 0NE, YUSA TOO OF COURSE.

WE WOULD GO AND CHILL DOWNTOWN TOGETHER, SIP FORTEE'S, COLT45'S IN GENERAL, GET DRUNK IN PUBLICK. HAHA WE WOULD BUST TAGS, HANG OUT OIN ROOF TOPS. WE WHERE REAL BUMS BUT ITS ALL GOOD THAT THE LIFE OF A GRAFFITI ARTIST.

JUSTIN WAS SUCH AN AMAZING GUY, FIRST OF ALL I WOULD LIKE TO SAY FUCK YOU TO EVERYBODY WHO WROTE "YEA MAN YOU HAD FUCKIN NICE STYLE", YEA THATS NOT WHAT IS IMPORTANT, ITS WHO YOU ARE. AND I REMEMBER JUSTIN NEVER CARED ABOUT OTHER POEPLES SKILLS. WHEN WE FIRST STARTED TO CHILL I WAS A TOY BACK THEN, I SUCKED DICK AT PAINTING, AND HE TREATED ME THE SAME WAY TILL THE END. JUSTIN WAS NOT JUST A TALENTED ARTIST, WE WAS AN AMAZING HUMAN BEEING. HE HAD A HEART, HE WAS A CHILL GUY NO DOUBT. HE HAD GENIUS IDEEAS, HE LISTENED TO GOOD MUSIC. HE WAS PROUD TO BE FROM QUEBEC. HE LOVED ANIMALS, HE WAS A SWEET GUY, HE HAD SO MANY GOOD QUALITIES. HE DID HAVE PROBLEMS, AND HE KEPT THEM INDIE OF HIM, I NEVER REALLY KNEW HE HAD SO MANY DEPRESSION PROBLEMS, I JUST WISH I COULD OF HELPED HIM.

i KNOW THAT JUSTIN IS IN A BETTER PLACE THAN HE WAS ON THIS DIRTY PLANET. HE REST'S IN PEACE NOW. BUT HE LEFT SO MANY POEPLE BEHIND. HE'S BROTHER HE'S SISTER, HE'S PARENTS AND GRAND-PARENTS, HIS MANY FRIENDS.

YESTERDAY WHEN I WENT TO VISIT HIS BODY I COULDEN'T STOP CRYING, I WAS STILL ABLE TO EAR HIM BREATHE, LISTENING TO ME, I KNOW THAT HE KNEW I WAS THERE, NOT JUST ME BUT ALL OF US WHO WENT. AND I WAS SAYING TO HIM" POURKOI MAN POURKOI?, MAIS JE RESPECT TON CHOIX JE SAIS QUE TU EST DANS UNE MEILLEURE PLACE, TU SOUFFRE MOINS, YA SA QUI EST AU MOINS IMPORTANT, TU VAS TOUJOURS RESTER DAN MON COEUR JUSTIN".

SO REMEBER DON'T JERK THE BONER, CUZ THE BONER WILL JERK IN YOURE FACE.
REST IN PEACE JUSTIN BERTIAUME AKA JERK/EPHOS/NOS3/NOSER/PIMP369/BONER/BARF/ZEWL..........ONE LOVE (NOT 2)



------------>your man EF HEFNER A.K.A. EFECKTS

[acteh]

ohh tres touchant :(
les funerailles on deja eu lieux ?

[8-BallChamp]

just a little something from your hommies, homie
http://img73.exs.cx/img73/3008/RIPZEWLER.jpg

big ups to all the people who showed this weekend and today.
http://img73.exs.cx/img73/1571/Dvc00652.jpg
r.i.p

[acteh]

wowww
dope shits
8 ball

[Cherubic Meekus]

I didn't even know the guy.......
done this anyway.
http://img83.exs.cx/img83/8829/Image033.th.jpg (http://img83.exs.cx/my.php?loc=img83&image=Image033.jpg)
http://img83.exs.cx/img83/4189/Image031.th.jpg (http://img83.exs.cx/my.php?loc=img83&image=Image031.jpg)

[sore1]

R.I.P

[dob_one]

a frieght i did today, not great but oh well
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v312/riegn/CIMG1497.jpg
RIP Zewl

[sayso]

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v220/theme2/DSCN1125.jpg
when i first saw this thread i had no clue it was real. zeul had real nice steez it really is fucked that hes gone

[RestoNe]

everytime i come on this site i think about zewl..i hope his bombings and pieces will forever stay up in mtll

[wacky]

Originally posted by acteh@Sep 27 2004, 02:03 PM
ohh tres touchant :(
les funerailles on deja eu lieux ?
oui.. le salon funéraire était samedi et dimanche et la messe ainsi que l'enterrement étaient aujourdui. Stait surement le plus dur a faire mais le voir tempeche de croire k'y va revenir

[EVAK_GBCKrew]

I wasn't gonna post this, but.....

I did this a few days ago.....for all the people who zewl left behind.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v366/evaker/gbck/ripzeulr3.jpg

R.I.P. Zewler.

[ò_Ó ^_^.:.H3@5.:.]

nice.....

[MERS_one]

Could anybody possibly scan the funeral handout..if there was one...i wouldnt mind seeing it...its funny how terribly much i miss him without ever actually meeting him...

R.I.P Justin

[kosmo1ne]

mers....i feel for you...sorry for the loss

[glue]

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v221/scottfoo/110-1063_IMG.jpg
r.i.p zewl

[vegimite on toast]

R.I.P

[wacky]

Ya wassup, this is the first time I'm on here and I dont think many of you people know who I am, I dont do any graffiti but I just wanted to pay respect to most of you people who wrote shit on here...I've been reading for about an hour and a half and I'm still not done...I dont know if my brother ever talked about me but it doesnt really matter...Theres a few things I wanted to say, thanks to anyone who showed up on saturday sunday and monday.Yo mind 2, I dont know you but I saw you on saturday...sorry I didnt get a chance to speak to you or anything but yo thanks for that bill man...lots of respect,I'm gonna try to keep that shit for ever! I also wanted to know where that railway is in one of the last pictures posted. Yo eight ball champ...I dont know who you are(maybe its onek I dont know)but I was wondering if you can hook me up with some of those pictures you got. Another thing...I always saw that picture ANOTHER TRAIN MOLESTED, I was wondering who did that? Cause I never actually asked my brother. Still a couple of things I need to say, where the fuk did that eazy-e picture come from, I've seen a lot of my brothers stuff but theres a lot that I saw today on this forum that I've never seen. I know my brother respected eazy-e a lot and so do I, the past month or two all I've been listening to is eazy so if anyone knows where that sketch went I'd really apreciate to know.
I never did graffiti but I usto love it when he brought me out at like 3 in the morning for him to go do his stuff, when he usto bring me to TSN or Jenkins, those were the days!
You know, everyday I go back to that mountin to either have a colt 45 or bunn fat heads and think about the memories that happened there, I remember he bunned me on one of my first spliffs on that mountain, we usto go toboguenning down there every winter when we were 3 foot tall.
I've been hearing a lot of storys about people going out to do some productions for my brother but nobody told me where these spots are gonna be so if somebody knows if theres any around the west island(exept for TSN I've already been but mad respect to everyone who did something for him)I'd like for you people to tell me here's my e-mail(da_beemer_man@hotmail.com)but nobody add me thats gonna be to piss me off...
Yo co.dis. sorry man but your one fuckin looser man...you really dont know what your saying man...getting busted the reason...are you on crack man? cause you maybe havnt been through alot of shit but I know my brother has, so you know...I'd just like for you people who dont give respect to my brother or dont know what there talking about(co.dis.) to mind their own buisnesses!
Last2fall...my brother wasnt a pussy...he just couldnt take it anymore...you didnt know him like I did, no one did!
I hope none of you people ever have to live with something like this cause loosing a brother is worse than anything ever happening to you
You know, I'm really happy alot of his friends came down this weekend and I'm sure he is too...a lot of respect
I never saw it comming cause he didnt talk to me about things like that...I think he didnt want me to be worryed about him or anything, but you know I wish he did cause I would of tryed to do something but I never saw the shit comming
I dont know where you got that ephos sticker picture, fuck I was like 12 years old
Its about time, where did you get that picture, thats some crazy shit, is it real or photoshop shit? if its real I'd really like to know where this is...
I havnt really had time to finish reading all the comments but thanks to anyone who respected my brother, I'll be back tomorrow to finish reading everything
A lot of respect to who ever did the Rest In Peace Zeul peace too(pyro man)
Vandal in disguise, if you get that tattoo, I dont know who you are but you gotta show me that shit
I know this was a long message but thanks to who ever read this shit
Rest in peace Justin, aka maze, aka Blaze, aka pimp, aka boner, aka meus, aka ephos, aka ZEWL, and the list goes on
From your only brother and the whole Berthiaume Bérubé familly
I'll see you one day
I'll never forget you man, your soul is with me forever
Dont forget, Dont jack the boner or it ull spit back in your face

[8-BallChamp]

werd.. i added you on msn.

[glue]

r.i.p zewl

[DA'SeLMeR'']

hey this is a respect thread you idiots, ok, get it strait take it somewhere else please, im asking nicely just please.


and evak, thats nice, mad propz........


r.i.p. justin....................(*sniff)

[mewthree]

RIP.



P.S. I declare this FB/ATM disagreement bullshit over and done with, at least on my part.

[skrooeapatape]

im going to try and flik his few tags (that i see) everyday.. once i get a digi it would be cool if took fliks of every thing see of his graffiti before (or in case..) it gets buffed..

[mindo]

Originally posted by skrooeapatape@Sep 28 2004, 10:00 PM
im going to try and flik his few tags (that i see) everyday.. once i get* a digi it would be cool if took fliks of every thing see of his graffiti before (or in case..) it gets buffed..
look around sherbrooke and McGill University..right near the netro station ;)


here's a little thing done on sunday for our fallen brother.

Pussy Crew for Life

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v436/mind2/zewlzuelzewl.jpg

R.I.P

[killah-EF]

this one's for the colt 45's we maintained

http://www.geocities.com/terenzi_01/sk-r.i.p.zwelr.jpg

[acteh]

damnn trop style EF

[this is the shit right here]

word up to all y all that painted/sketched in his mem! peace

[Emma]

Originally posted by 8-BallChamp@Sep 27 2004, 02:03 PM
just a little something from your hommies, homie
http://img73.exs.cx/img73/3008/RIPZEWLER.jpg

big ups to all the people who showed this weekend and today.
http://img73.exs.cx/img73/1571/Dvc00652.jpg
r.i.p
Very nice.
Love that Ekos


Rest In Peace my friend...

[pSYKAOz]

can some flix the various rip zuel pieces at the tsn wall n post em up please?

[BeeOne234...]

Owwwwwwwh...bumped the boner...



RIP

All the productions and sketches have been amazing.

RIP

[HazeO]

http://img2.exs.cx/img2/1102/RIPZewl-Yusa.jpg
YUsa
http://img2.exs.cx/img2/9708/Himz-Zuel.jpg
Himz
http://img2.exs.cx/img2/8379/BloodyLonely.jpg
HeyzO

[acteh]

dop style heyzo !
nice pics

[Msfyt]

well this weekend was rough for me but i just thought id write and let you all know a little about justins service since it was very beautiful.
the family was very welcoming to everyone, his mother even cherished the fact that were "artists" too. all around the room there was beautiful canvases justin had painted and cards he had made for his mother on christmas and her birthday, unfortunatly one cnavase sat unfinished. huge wreaths of flowers covered the room, and an amazing tiger lily display covered justin. he was so still and so calm. the family even printed all of the sketches and pieces from the forums so others could see how justin was missed by all. the preist reminded us youngins that life is worth holding on to, despite the despreration we feel. life is worth living. above all though seeing justins younger brother was the hardest, it was like seeing an exact replica of justin (i was shocked to see how much they looked alike, as we had never meet before). atms was very brave to speak a few words on behalf of justin, most of them had know justin a lifetime. i thank my friends for being there with me because it was very hard for all of us.
i wish his family the very best and to cindy (wacky) if you wish to know where most of this pics are taken i can tell you, but unfortunatly most of them are buffed by now.

here is a part of my pic collection, sorry if there are doubles youve already seen but justin (among others) have my full photo collection and they might have been them posted already

http://img16.exs.cx/img16/8622/Im000729.jpg
^^^my very first piece, done with justin...and yes he told me to go over his other piece underneath
http://img16.exs.cx/img16/8122/Im000874.jpg
^^^old scool pimp aka zeul
http://img16.exs.cx/img16/1026/Im000898.jpg
^^^i believe mynd took this pic with my camera, my first prod
http://img16.exs.cx/img16/5402/Im000902.jpg
http://img16.exs.cx/img16/3779/Im000908.jpg
http://img50.exs.cx/img50/1877/Im000942.jpg
http://img50.exs.cx/img50/2234/IM000943A.jpg
http://img50.exs.cx/img50/8457/PICTURE36_001.jpg
http://img50.exs.cx/img50/5760/PICTURE36_013.jpg
http://img50.exs.cx/img50/6971/PICTURE51_005.jpg
^^^ottawa

[Msfyt]

http://img12.exs.cx/img12/8554/justin2.jpg
^^^sub v party
http://img17.exs.cx/img17/1998/zuel.jpg
^^^bad web shoot of a sketch i have
http://img17.exs.cx/img17/6037/Im003223.jpg
http://img17.exs.cx/img17/1606/Im3237.jpg
^^^bonne st.jean
http://img17.exs.cx/img17/5477/1IM003551.jpg
^^^battle with lumos
http://img17.exs.cx/img17/9837/1PICTURE22_020.jpg
^^^old school boner aka zeul
http://img17.exs.cx/img17/7200/Dcam0010.jpg
^^^ i believe this is justin
http://img17.exs.cx/img17/5928/Im000798.jpg
^^^justin the sheep fucker


does anyone in vancouver have a pic of the black and white zuel that was done near alley of dunsmir and homer (by the cambie) or the one one at broadway station?

[panic]

Originally posted by panic@Sep 23 2004, 05:46 PM
I remember when i saw this thread pop up, i thought it was some cruel joke he was playing on us.
apparently i was wrong. im sorry for the loss, my respect and condolances to those who knew him and his family.
his style was nice, i liked seeing his stuff and reading his posts, because he reminded me of myself for some reason.

He will be missed.
I think im doing some painting tonight so hopefully i'll remember to put him up.
rest is peace, may your slumber bring you resolve.
out.
Well, i remembered, but i was not satisfied with myself after that night.
i do beleive that a whole car or something should be done. or a big jam in his name.

I would like to discuss these possibilities further with those whom i know in real life, or at lease know.

again, rest in peace justin.

[acteh]

dope picss !!
props to msfyt

[Emerica]

id like to kno how did zewl die?

[secto]

Originally posted by Emerica@Sep 29 2004, 11:54 PM
id like to kno how did zewl die?
thats really nobodies business, those who know, know, and thats that

[ò_Ó ^_^.:.H3@5.:.]

Originally posted by Emerica@Sep 29 2004, 11:54 PM
id like to kno how did zewl die?
Suicide at his birthday I think...Im Not sure

[simshadeee]

Originally posted by ò_Ó ^_^.:.H3@5.:.+Sep 30 2004, 12:16 AM--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (ò_Ó ^_^.:.H3@5.:. @ Sep 30 2004, 12:16 AM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'> <!--QuoteBegin-Emerica@Sep 29 2004, 11:54 PM
id like to kno how did zewl die?
Suicide at his birthday I think...Im Not sure [/b][/quote]
if I read correctly .. in the beginning of the thread the poster mentioned he took his life on his bday. If you're wanting to know how he did it, thats kinda morbid imo. RIP

[Mista Jostah]

RIP Zewlah, he was a true gangstah.

[wacky]

Originally posted by Msfyt@Sep 29 2004, 06:06 PM
cindy (wacky) if you wish to know where most of this pics are taken i can tell you, but unfortunatly most of them are buffed by now.

here is a part of my pic collection, sorry if there are doubles youve already seen but justin (among others) have my full photo collection and they might have been them posted already
yeah please, it would be nice. I see his tags all over the place down here but he never brought me painting with him so I never knew where he went. btw, nice pics :) the sheep made me smile


and to those who want to know, he passed away in the early morning of the 22nd so it wasnt exactly on his birthday but almost. If you want to know how he did it, you can just go to hell cuz thats not something to ask, aspecially since its not nice at all. Hes gone and thats all you should know, and you shouldnt be happy about it. I certainly am not because I know I wont be able to do anything with him now.. I really wish I could. He was a great brother..

[whOaHT]

Does it really matter how Justin did it?
Sick fuck!
Mysfyt when you connect to msn talk to me girl, you seem down and i dont want ya to be sad or anything, i know this is tough to deal with, but we ALL know Justin is up in heaven lookin over us, his brother,sister all his friends n families!

Once Again R.I.P Justin

[Idealeyez]

Damn... man , r.ip

[skrooeapatape]

do most of you believe in heaven? the steerotype hevean i guess.. for now i (or part of i) thinks everything recycles through differtn forms all energy all matter (apperntly you cant create or destroy wither one) so its like were all part of a cycle chain of things (this and that mixed goes into this form.. and when that "dies" (just the form) this forms and so on.. everythnig mixes around and is always "here" (in different forms) i sometimes think heaven is just created by us humans but i dont know whatever will happen will happen..

anyway i satill cant believe he passed, i keep seeing more stuff by him like in st henri near my dads house i should flik ait soon for collection

[clak]

es se que zewl setai boner

[infer one]

do most of you believe in heaven? the steerotype hevean i guess.. for now i (or part of i) thinks everything recycles through differtn forms all energy all matter (apperntly you cant create or destroy wither one) so its like were all part of a cycle chain of things (this and that mixed goes into this form.. and when that "dies" (just the form) this forms and so on.. everythnig mixes around and is always "here" (in different forms) i sometimes think heaven is just created by us humans but i dont know whatever will happen will happen..
I DONT BELIEVE THAT, IM REPPIN THE CATHOLIC STYLE, AND I BELIEVE GOD MAKES US ALL IN DIFFERENT WAYS, ITS NOT LIKE YOU ARE RECYCLED, NO ONE ELSE CAN HAVE THE STYLE ZEWL HAD, GOD GAVE HIM THE GIFT, U CAN FIND RECYCLE THAT, THATS JUST MY BELIEF IN THINGS, NO OFFENSE TO OTHER RELIGIONS, RIP ZEWL, AND TO HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS, ALSO RIP KISER, ANOTHER WHO PASSED WHILE DOING HIS WORK, BOTH ARTISTIC AND WILL NOT BE FORGOTTEN, ALL ETERNITY OF HAPPINESS IN HEAVEN, DONT FEEL ALONE THEY ARE WATCHING OVER US...

[afterten]

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v253/afterten/100_1931.jpg

[FOEone]

Infer, I'm Catholic, and you obviously know nothing about our religion.

[skrooeapatape]

i guess i can see that but whats the point of living here if theres a heaven? i dont understand, we have attachment feelings here which problably has "heaven" feeling and bad times "hell" feeling (including missing people (also places n other things) we got attached to).. so mabey its just me (and others) creating that image of heaven.. i belive your next form gets used to that attached to that.. n for now in this we play our roles by being sad when people die but "our" next form kinda adapts to whatevers next etc... when i said recycle i meant overlong period of time (human chain formed from ex:"apprenlty types of stardust etc etc part of a great cause chain of so many things.. mabe the identicality of things arent recycled the exact same (as you were talking about the form n color (style) of zewler) way but very similar and you got attached to his style (and aobviously him if you knew him but it seems things can come back similarly (sorry for long post just responding t infer

[FOEone]

im gonna bow out of this thread now. getting too philosophical for me. i've said my peace.


RIP ZEWLER
WE LOVE AND MISS YOU

[clak]

so si setai boner il etais dans ,,kw,, vrai!

[PyroManiak]

Originally posted by clak@Sep 30 2004, 07:56 PM
so si setai boner il etais dans ,,kw,, vrai!
kidz these dayz....oui cetai boner et non yetais pas dans KW....

One Love....RIP my Friend-G$M Family

[pharmasist]

met him once and he showed me how to paint......
R.I.P. Justin

[Alyte]

Originally posted by skrooeapatape@Sep 30 2004, 07:42 PM
i guess i can see that but whats the point of living here if theres a heaven? i dont understand, we have attachment feelings here which problably has "heaven" feeling and bad times "hell" feeling (including missing people (also places n other things) we got attached to).. so mabey its just me (and others) creating that image of heaven.. i belive your next form gets used to that attached to that.. n for now in this we play our roles by being sad when people die but "our" next form kinda adapts to whatevers next etc... when i said recycle i meant overlong period of time (human chain formed from ex:"apprenlty types of stardust etc etc part of a great cause chain of so many things.. mabe the identicality of things arent recycled the exact same (as you were talking about the form n color (style) of zewler) way but very similar and you got attached to his style (and aobviously him if you knew him but it seems things can come back similarly (sorry for long post just responding t infer
the point is to do God's will, whatever it is. and most of the time it is to 'save' other people so they will go to heaven, becuase God wants people in heaven. anyways, getting off topic...

[wacky]

well.. I dont believe there is a heaven. My family (along with justin) are/were catholic, but I didnt stay one. I dont believe there is a heaven but if it does exist, its for those who passed away to look over us. I, personaly, think their soul stays around with us and can be wherever we want (like god kinda) and we can talk to them when we want. For Justin, I believe he's always around.. in the air and also into his little kitten. Since Justin left us, the cat got way more attached to me and it feels like its Justin wanting to be there for me in bad times.. Thats just the way I see things

[whOaHT]

word, im Protestant, im not religious or anything, personally i dont believe in god but i dont wanna get into that cause everyone has their right to believe in what they want!
But i find it difficult to believe that after we pass on, that there is nothing, i mean its weird, i dunno, its hard to explain..... but there is more to life then we see....... i personally believe in reincarnation,when my grandmother passed on September 11 2oo3 it was really hard on me, i was very close to her and i never lost anyone in my life that close to me, so its like a part of me died!
But i do believe she is around us, i moved into her old room and every now n then i ll be either sleeping,listenin to music or on the net and i get this cold feeling and it smells like her deoderant she use to wear, and i dont wear ladies deoderant :lol: , so its like she's there to check on me and see what im up too ( i hope she's not always lookin over :rolleyes: )
But i do believe that there is a Heaven and that when people pass they are still here but not in physical form!

R.I.P to all those who passed on to pursue life on the otherside

[MANiAkONe]

word..i respect you for saying that...but i beleive that life is not a nice little world where ppl have fun and shit...its a place where if u dont work for stuff u wont get anywhere and that all we do for fun is things we do to make ourselfs forget that we're not living in the perfect world...its hard to acheive something good...but so easy to fuck up...

i think that our body is just a big peace of human machinery and that our brains have developped far enough so that we can think and create immages to soften death...examples will be like god or life after death..neways i think that after death...ur body just shuts down...u dont have a soul so u just stop...and stop thinking...its really weird...but i really dont know what to beleive and if all im saying is all bull shit...neways ill see when im 70 and i die in my bed...i hope ill never suicide cuz ill miss out on so much...just like zewl...im sure hed woulda beein able to make shit go straight...but when shit is as bad as they where for him...u dont really know what to do...and just give up..but i look at things as its life...everyone goes trough it...and if it gets too bad...u shut up and fight it..or fight back..

rip to justin-zewler...ull always stay in my memory and in power!!

[skrooeapatape]

well its not "not a nice world where people have fun" cause thats part of it.. both sides.. all sides part of it.. and our body (including brain organ and the energy that lives in it) may shut down but apperently no matter (phisical brain) or energy (brain occurance like i guess what we call "mind") doesnt dissaopear just changes form (so recycle is kinda the right word) so a form "dies" but is still around just in different ways.. have you heard of potential enegry? like when an energy "dies" in an area but re appears somewhere else (so in a way its still around the weights still there in the universe i guess) I think re encarnation is very logical but what do i know? pehaps it would be cool idea to do an experimarnt on it if possiblea..

[Wakestarr]

wow..........haven't been on in awhile and this is the first thread i see, this is terrible......r.i.p. i wish the best for his family

[panic]

theres a zewler tag a little ways down this thread for anyone interested (http://www.puregraffiti.com/forum/upload/showthread.php?s=&threadid=6653&perpage=25&pagenumber=18)
i tried to post it here but i couldnt

[infer one]

EVERY ONE HAS THEIR OWN RELIGION, I SEE HOW EVERYONE SAY'S NO IT'S NOT LIKE THAT I DONT THINK THAT OR BELIEVE THIS, EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN BELIEF'S AND IT DOESNT REALLY CHANGE ANYTHING THAT HAPPENDS HERE, IN LIFE, JUST LET THING'S BE, BECAUSE WE CANT CHANGE WHAT ALREADY HAPPEND... RIP TO ALL
I WANNA MOVE OFF THIS TOPIC NOW

[wacky]

Ya its Frank...I was reading all the stuff and I find everyone has their own opinion...You know I think that what you believe is what happens...maybe my sister doesnt believe in heaven but I do...I think everyone goes to heaven, good or bad people...I,m sure my brother is sitting with friends he knew that died and my grand parents just making sure everything goes good...But I also think his soul stays in the people he cared the most about...You know my brother friend George's mom is a nurse and you know how the patients all have this little bell to ring when they need something...well she told me that a lot of times someone dies...they take the body away and the bell just keeps on rigning for like 15-20 minutes like if their soul is still there trying to get help...A lot of people say that everytime a life is takin away, a life is born...and one of my friends(he's about 30) had a kid on the 22nd...so I really believe that there is life after death...you know its hard to believe but I do...I think he's sippin on a fourtee with eazy right now...
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v180/Zooal/rip.bmp
I've been trying to post a picture but it doesnt work so check out the link
RIP

[whOaHT]

here ya go
http://img17.exs.cx/img17/4487/RIPzewl.jpg

[pen_thief]

here you go panic

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v203/chedah_li/zewlawake.jpg
RIP

[MANiAkONe]

Originally posted by skrooeapatape@Oct 1 2004, 04:47 PM
well its not "not a nice world where people have fun" cause thats part of it.. both sides.. all sides part of it.. and our body (including brain organ and the energy that lives in it) may shut down but apperently no matter (phisical brain) or energy (brain occurance like i guess what we call "mind") doesnt dissaopear just changes form (so recycle is kinda the right word) so a form "dies" but is still around just in different ways.. have you heard of potential enegry? like when an energy "dies" in an area but re appears somewhere else (so in a way its still around the weights still there in the universe i guess) I think re encarnation is very logical but what do i know? pehaps it would be cool idea to do an experimarnt on it if possiblea..
youve got some point there man...neways ill find out when i'm old and die of age!

[glue]

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v221/scottfoo/IM000446.jpg
kemper

[lakester]

I hate to bump this thread, but I wanted to pay my respect to Zewl. I haven't posted here in a long time, so I just found out about this today.

I didn't really know him aside from his posts here, but I know his work very well. I was always in awe when he posted a flick or a sketch. He had mad talent and I had nothing but respect for him. He was the present and future of graffiti in this city.

I've read this whole thread from start to finish and it made me sad to learn what a great person everyone has lost. Zewl was a talented writer and Justin was a great man. I only wish I had the chance to know him.

My respect, love and condolences go out to everyone who knew and loved Justin. His family, his friends, his crew... Keep your heads up.

Two pictures really hit me in this thread. First, this one:

http://img78.exs.cx/img78/1456/3219.jpg

And second, this one:

http://img73.exs.cx/img73/1571/Dvc00652.jpg

This picture brought tears to my eyes. It conveys so much love and respect for Zewl.

RIP Zewl.
RIP Justin.

[fatchicks]

powerful pictures.

rip.

[killah-EF]

justin was such a amazing person who had more than graffiti skills



r.i.p.

[SeZr OnE]

RIP.ZEWL

[funk_docta_crewk]

..well damn. I missed alot being away from the internet. New news like whoa.

..I'll miss you man, we never got the chance to tagteam the steely wheels. It was cool chattin' with you, tradin' bench flicks, battlin' and givin props to eachother on a couple pieces. Respect.

-Crewk Sizzle.

..damn.

[FOEone]

hey crewk, good to see ya back.


its like seein old relatives you havent seen in years at a funeral for ol' drunk uncle eddy

[Emerica]

ok i got a question did any of you no justin close?

[SLY]

a few ppl were freinds with him, im not sure if they were really good freinds or just one of those guys every1 gets along with and considers their freind.

[Msfyt]

Originally posted by Emerica@Oct 10 2004, 02:42 AM
ok i got a question did any of you no justin close?
are you fucking joking me, have you actually read this thread!?

if you had you would have noticed both his sister and brother made accounts to speak on this thread, plus many of his close crew members, friends, and old girlfriends were already on the site.

[das1]

ya thats sad, R.I.P.

[joust]

yo i dident really know the guy, so im sorry if you dont like that im posting anyway. He apperently had amazing skill, and for someone with tallent like that go so early is the worst thing that can happen. Im sorry for your loss and RiP. -Joust

[acteh]

http://photos.fotango.com/p/eba00475400f00000028.jpg


i just sketch dat

peace

[petra]

http://img6.imgspot.com/u/04/290/14/paint.jpg

RIP Chipmunk....

[Msfyt]

beautiful canvas petra
thanks for everything, your ears helped me alot

[Kayone707]

woahh that has to be one of the best looking canvas i have seen yet.....

[casoE_]

reste en paix pi les metro von uassi rester en
paix

[PANIC!FUP_MORE...]

rest in peace.
i dont know much about zewl, never even heard of him until this thread was made. i looked at some of his work and it amazed me. it sucks to see such great talent go to waste. this is definently a major loss in the graffiti scene.

rest in peace again, justin a.k.a. zewl.

[HazeO]

http://img93.exs.cx/img93/5096/zewl.jpg

[cuttingxedge]

its sad to see talent go to waste but his stuff was and is awesome i didn't know this dude personally but its jsut sad to hear about someone dieing that way

much love for his family crew and friends


rip zuel.

[RestoNe]

props for that canvas
dats ill right there
repose en paix justin

[PyroManiak]

Originally posted by petra@Oct 17 2004, 03:00 PM
http://img6.imgspot.com/u/04/290/14/paint.jpg

RIP Chipmunk....
I trully feel this âinting...
One Love
Justin

[twistedsol831]

damn thats sad....Rest in power zewl. he had fresh style

[twistedsol831]

Originally posted by joust@Oct 10 2004, 05:00 PM
yo i dident really know the guy, so im sorry if you dont like that im posting anyway. He apperently had amazing skill, and for someone with tallent like that go so early is the worst thing that can happen. Im sorry for your loss and RiP. -Joust
joust for real

[petra]

missing him..
still cant believe it
love you chimpunk.

[nec]

i still cant get over it,it just happened soo fast,im still thinking i will see him on the bus hitting his tags in the single seats ,but it just hasnt sunk in yet,that i will never see him again its just seems wrong.
once again r.i.p. justin aka zewler
we will all miss you!

[LooseAsAGoose]

motreal lost a lot
RIP

[PANIC!FUP_MORE...]

:(



..i cant stand to look at this thread anymore...its just depressing and with al the shit going on right now...it doesnt make it any better :(

i dont know if i posted here or not...

but

RIP ZEWL

[ASEN]

rest in peace, zewl.

i didn't know him but i have to pay my respects.

[Alchohlics_Anonymous]

rip zewl...he had amazing skill and sounded like a cool guy.

[killah-EF]

je pense toujours a toi bro, a tout les jours, avec ta foto ke j'ai accrocher sur mon mirroir

[killah-EF]

and by the way, that picture of the goose is maddddd funny word up

[draino]

entk zuel ya du respect a ddo la au tsn wall chpense ke personne va jamais overwriter ses shits par respect

rip

[Himer]

R.i.p

[DefTruBass]

Originally posted by killah-EF@Nov 5 2004, 04:46 PM
je pense toujours a toi bro, a tout les jours, avec ta foto ke j'ai accrocher sur mon mirroir
damn man!! ive been lost in your avatar for like an hour!!


RIP ZEWL

didnt know him.....but neither do half the guys on here

[killah-EF]

Originally posted by DefTruBass+Nov 7 2004, 09:43 PM--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (DefTruBass @ Nov 7 2004, 09:43 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'> <!--QuoteBegin-killah-EF@Nov 5 2004, 04:46 PM
je pense toujours a toi bro, a tout les jours, avec ta foto ke j'ai accrocher sur mon mirroir
damn man!! ive been lost in your avatar for like an hour!!


RIP ZEWL

didnt know him.....but neither do half the guys on here [/b][/quote]
whats a avatar man?

[DjTerrestrialConcept]

One artist to another. I have lost several Dj's that I knew really well, several old schoolmates, and several close friends to suicide and even though I didnt know him personally (though I heard of his work) my heart and soul goes out to him and his faimly and close ones. This brings a tear to my eye just to think he felt so desperate that the had to do this.

RIP Friend

[MBTA]

to the people who are saying "it's so sad that his talent got cut off so early" -- shut up. it's fucking sad that his LIFE got cut off early. god bless him

[DNA]

didnt know him but seeing pix, his stuff looked hot. sad stuff.

r.i.p.

[killah-EF]

Originally posted by MBTA@Nov 9 2004, 11:05 AM
to the people who are saying "it's so sad that his talent got cut off so early" -- shut up. it's fucking sad that his LIFE got cut off early. god bless him
for real dawg, i'm pissed off, 80% of the people who posted here are toys who only said too bad hes dead he had skillz, man fuck that, I knew the dude well, he always told me "Fuck Skills", he never cared about having skills, it was all about if someone is chill or not

[Msfyt]

why is it so hard to remove him from my msn? i just cant do it

[Tony]

Originally posted by Msfyt@Nov 25 2004, 04:23 PM
was is it so hard to remove him from my msn? i just cant do it
he's still on mine :(

[killah-EF]

Originally posted by Tony+Nov 25 2004, 08:20 PM--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (Tony @ Nov 25 2004, 08:20 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'> <!--QuoteBegin-Msfyt@Nov 25 2004, 04:23 PM
was is it so hard to remove him from my msn? i just cant do it
he's still on mine :( [/b][/quote]
hes still on mine and he always will be, i have poeple adding me every week, but i'll never delete him just to make more space....its all love

R.I.P. ZoolR

[MorfOne]

R.I.P

[HaIme"<3]

Rip zewl !! Rest in peace.. :(

[whOaHT]

same here tony,ef n mysfyt, i cant erase his addy from my msn!
its there and it'll always be there!
we miss ya boner!
r.i.p

[TIONZ_ER!]

Heres somthing sadder than an msn name, on aol, he had it set where if he was offline messages would get sent to his cell. Well his s/n "BONER SEES U" will never sign off. Its always on but with the cell icon. Its so sad seeing it and wanting to talk to him when u know you cant. Often i just stare at his s/n and when i look away hours have passed. I didnt know him in person but through internet i knew enough. I miss zewler alot.

R.I.P boner

[BeeOne234...]

the cell phone icon is still there...strange to hear someone else comment on what i think everytime I get online. I miss him. i do.
I miss justin intensely right now and it's hard to listen to the silence...although I can still hear him and feel him...as a watchful angel...I miss the accent...the way he said my name.
I wonder where sadness and pain can just creep up from sometimes...how all the sudden you are just placed back in that old emotion or situation and every detail runs back through you but the outcome is always the same. Same harsh reality. I just wish I could have done better the night/morning before his birthday...I wish when he told me about his failed attempt @oath's that I wouldn't have called it a wake up call for him...instead of a failed try...I wish I would have still been worried about him rather than so glad he wasn't successful...I wish I could have held him that night...I wish my words helped more...I wish I wasn't so tired.
I wish I didn't think it was just another sad latenight call...in keeping in the flow...
i wish he would have taken my invitation to change.
I wish I could have called someone near him. I wish I knew he was serious that time.
I am not being hard on myself, I just haven't come to terms with this strange amazing friendship being over. Over 2 years of long distance theraputic calls back and forth between us...
a zillion typed back and forth...I just miss him.
Who he was- was a good man. Golden.
He told me once when we first met that it was fate that we met, and that "we had a whole lot in common I just didn't know it yet....."
I said "Oh yeah, like what...example?"... he goes "well first off is we are both B-Oner..."...haha
My love and support goes out to anyone and everyone that has these nights...anyone that got to know him and was blessed enough to love him...
I would give anything... i mean anydamnthing to go back in time and try harder on that last conversation. Anything. :-(






i had nowhere else to put this emotion...
RIP Bonerbone

PC ........Imma go paint.

[TIONZ_ER!]

well said bee... i wish there was a way someone could get a pic of the tombstone.. i want it for the bg on my comp... it would have been neat if his tombstone had a carving of a peice he has done too... Justin will never be forgotton!

[GRAVITY]

RIP ZUEL!

Im pretty confused here. Im not from Montreal if that answers your question

is Zewl from this forum too? It seems like the first pages alot of you knew him personally....

[SmashOnUPlasticActreses4Practice]

Originally posted by MBTA@Nov 9 2004, 11:05 AM
to the people who are saying "it's so sad that his talent got cut off so early" -- shut up. it's fucking sad that his LIFE got cut off early. god bless him
all of u need to be paying respect and being mature. stop fighting its extremely rude.

[petra]

i feel what everyone is saying. bee i get you. i used to talk to him for like 6 hours a day. he was wiser then anyone ive ever known and i get that only now when i think back to the way he looked at life.
it wasnt just his maturity, it was his heart that grew up faster as if it had known his time.
lots of nights i think it just isnt fair because of how i never thought id ever stop talking to him for as long as id live. i get angry because i need him. i feel like some days im just not strong enough to be what he saw in me. but i need to push myself.
i think i still cry everyday. i dont really know how getting better will look. i still cant believe it.
i know what all of you mean about msn. i have all his old names on there even the one he made so we were the only ones on each other's lists. i cant take his number off my phone. i cant watch trading spaces or while you were out. i get numb when i go to places weve been together. id rather be alone. i can hardly talk about him. i just write from time to time.
i hate life without him. i wish id never needed space. i wish i could have loved him everyday forever. i wish i could believe anyone else is better for me. before i fall asleep i feel him holding my hand. my heart will never let go.
i miss the greatest thing that ever happened to me.
and i failed him.
but i know that he doesnt want me to fail myself.
r.i.p. my sweet chipmunk.. ill love you always.

[PyroManiak]

God, is this so ever painfull...Ill never delete is email adress on my MSN, its not that i cant, its because i dont want to...Sometimes i even imagine seeying Z is connected.....When i hear the little noise telling me that someone is connect...i rush to see if it isn't him....You will alwayz be on my memories and my heart,.All my work as is own dedication to you friend...ill alwayz remember the first time at met you...GOD BLESS
R.I.P my friend
and i would like to give a special dedication to all is homies and PETRA, much respect and hang on, i know its hard, but hang on. Much love to my man Ef, I know how you feal....PEACE

[nec]

"poor the fortees for the hommies" - well said ef



:( will NEVER forget you
r.i.p justin

[Ketamine]

Originally posted by SmashOnUPlasticActreses4Practice+Dec 7 2004, 12:20 PM--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (SmashOnUPlasticActreses4Practice @ Dec 7 2004, 12:20 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'> <!--QuoteBegin-MBTA@Nov 9 2004, 11:05 AM
to the people who are saying "it's so sad that his talent got cut off so early" -- shut up. it's fucking sad that his LIFE got cut off early. god bless him
all of u need to be paying respect and being mature. stop fighting its extremely rude. [/b][/quote]
Seriously, would you guys be fighting at his funeral?

R.I.P Zewl, didn't know you, but wish I did. I hope it's better up there than it is down here.

[TIONZ_ER!]

Originally posted by petra@Dec 7 2004, 03:02 PM
i wish i could have loved him everyday forever.
Who said you couldnt love hikm forever? just because he isnt in human form doesnt mean hes not standing beside you.

[yuki]

Very tragic. The guy was obviously a talented writer, and prolly a good friend to those who knew him. Here's to life beyond. I know it's trite, but he's prolly in a better place. Who knows, maybe there is a huge wall there and no law. R.I.P.

[denali]

R.I.P. hope theres paint in heaven for u

i didnt know him, wish i could have. but y doesnt everyone who knew him in real life do a huge mural to commemorate him.....just a thought unless u havent done one already

[MERS_one]

unlike some of you, i never got to meet Justin...and the last couple posts of peoples feeling couldnt have described mine more accurtaly..yes he's still on my msn, yes his number is still on my phone, yes everything he has ever sent me i still have. every convo, photo, e-mail... i think about him everyday, i miss him every moment...i wake up at night crying, i fall asleep crying, my heart and soul ache for him. i would have given anything to help him, and i cant help but feelin like there somthing i could have done, sumthing i could have said, ONE thing that might have changed his decision. and i kno i am not tha only one that feels this way, and to be able to touch that many people on that level takes one extremely speacial person. i know that anyone who knew him will never forget Justin. when we talked on tha phone, scince at tha time we couldnt be physically together, we both used the moon to think of eachother. to this day everytime i see the moon i tink of justin and i am overwhelmed wit emotions for him. i miss him so much, it all hurts so bad...i cant do a single thing without sumhow thinking of him.my love an heart goes to all especially BEE, PETRA,and MSFYT. i kno all u ladies were very close to him. you will alwqyz be with me Justin, noone will ever forget you. i love you Justin, alwayz and forever. Rest In Peace Justin. :(
-One Love-
R.I.P Justin

MERS

[8-BallChamp]

went to visit his grave with his brother frank last weekend..
big ups to a true hommie who was always down as fuck for whatever it was.
rest in peace

[misk one]

i dont even know the guy, but i wish i did.
Deepest regards to the family and loved ones. It's the worst feeling to have lost such a close person..

R i p soldier..

[TIONZ_ER!]

As in the marines, you loose one soldier, you replace him. In the graffiti world we lost a soldier who will never be replaced. Hes just so damn perfect. Its very sad that his life was cut short. I just wish i could go to ny to visit his grave myself. I hate knowing i cant go pay my respects to a friend that i had lost. One day i assure that I will make it to ny to pay respects and kill the city in his name!

[DOUK or DIE]

sounds like quite the writer, wish i knew him...

[Coffee]

RIP zewlr, never met him, wish i did

my homie Ten was pretty tight with him tho

[PyroManiak]

http://img62.exs.cx/img62/9844/photo2078rh.jpg

[ILL]

Originally posted by PyroManiak@Dec 20 2004, 12:02 AM
http://img62.exs.cx/img62/9844/photo2078rh.jpg
Dope

[DefTruBass]

i'm a fucking idiot.

[damokills]

ZEWL REST IN PEACE.

[pSYKAOz]

as long as we remember him n let him live on in our hearts he will never truly die...

rip zewl

[IndoTSKCrew08]

R.I.P. Zewl....Love goes out to his family and his crew....

[TIONZ_ER!]

I had this made at the mall... costed me 45.00... As boner would call himself, "big papa boner"

He will always live on in my heart!
http://img91.exs.cx/img91/7396/buckel7su.jpg

[infer one]

thats hot

[Sesock]

I saw som shit he did man mtl lost a fuck't'up bomber. I never saw him but his bombing show us he is a fuck't'up persone
R I P ZEWL

[_____JEKLROKS_____]

http://img78.exs.cx/img78/1456/3219.jpg
Is that a joke?

[TIONZ_ER!]

no its not a joke he really died...

[_____JEKLROKS_____]

Thats a picture of his ghost?

[FOEone]

lol no man, its photoshop.

[pSYKAOz]

lol first time i laugh in this thread...

jeez some ppl...

[_____JEKLROKS_____]

Well I tryed...
RIP Zewl.

[TIONZ_ER!]

at least u tried, thats all that can be said...

[GeSuS_KRiST]

man i looked over this whole thread and read almost all the shit again shit truly depressing i hope all of you are doign ok......

here the first stages of the cut out/pastie im working on for the pass around book deicated to Zewl

the background is just an idea ill probably paint it diffrent

http://img84.exs.cx/img84/2488/ripzewl4hp.jpg

once again its UN finished

but a ruff idea for a few people

RIP Zewl

[TIONZ_ER!]

so fucking ill!

[BeeOne234...]

that's really beautiful gesus

[Whoa]

This is 2005
Wishin you were still alive

REST IN PEACE ZEWL
all the strength n love to his family and friends

[ILL]

R.I.P Zewl,he was fuckin dope

and GeSuS thats dope

[mindo]

Originally posted by GeSuS_KRiST@Jan 4 2005, 04:53 AM
http://img84.exs.cx/img84/2488/ripzewl4hp.jpg

RIP Zewl
for real, i think about this guy daily. Still missing him like nobodies business. This image seriously brought a tear to my eye.

Forever and always with us Justin.

We love you.

RIP Bro.

[i_eat_clam]

thats comin out tight G...

[infer one]

yeah gesus them wings make that pick amazing

[GeSuS_KRiST]

thanks yall im tryin to do it up half way decent but hopefully it will be on the inside cover of the book dedicated to zewl but i dont think the page will be reserved cas foe never answered me back about it

" when everythings gone and outta site dont worry about me im iight"


Rip Zewl

[MoNkEy]

GeSuS_KRiST Posted on Jan 4 2005, 03:53 AM
man i looked over this whole thread and read almost all the shit again shit truly depressing i hope all of you are doign ok......



yer i kno wat u mean pretty depressing also wen ur listening to a depressing song :(

Keep up that work for the passs around book gesus :) I was wondering how are we gonna get it to zewls parents tho or will some1 kno some1 who can give it to them ?

[meatgrinder]

i find that pic strange Gesus...not very beutiful.

sorry..

[Titan]

Originally posted by Coffee@Dec 18 2004, 07:26 PM
RIP zewlr, never met him, wish i did

my homie Ten was pretty tight with him tho
Is that the ten that writes in brandon?

[GeSuS_KRiST]

eh whatever meatgrinder your intitled to your own opinion

[infer one]

you say your changing the background gesus? is there an update on color

[GeSuS_KRiST]

it all depends on what kinda montana i got when the dook rolls around but it'll be tight dont worry

[sekaone]

R.I.P. Justin!
Luv ya
PeaCe

[**MATEO**]

Originally posted by sika_2002@Sep 22 2004, 02:50 PM
didnt know the guy but r.i.p
same here.... R.I.P. tho

[**MATEO**]

Originally posted by meatgrinder@Jan 6 2005, 05:45 PM
i find that pic strange Gesus...not very beutiful.

sorry..
yo gesus has the illest handstyles i seen in a LOONG time!!! u suck meat grinder

[MoNkEy]

ive been wondering who is that in ur sig ??

So gesus ur gonna paint it and then stick it into the pass around book.

[**MATEO**]

Originally posted by MoNkEy@Jan 8 2005, 07:40 PM
ive been wondering who is that in ur sig ??

So gesus ur gonna paint it and then stick it into the pass around book.
my sig i dunno its just sum fine ass chick.... i got the pic from the hot girls thread

[FOEone]

i forget her name. villa something?

[i_eat_clam]

all of you please die!!!!

its fuckin VIDA GUERRA.. im the prez of her fan club..

[xENDOx]

where was he from?

[Whoa]

Originally posted by xENDOx@Jan 8 2005, 10:25 PM
where was he from?
PLEASE KEEP THIS THREAD ON TRACK



Justin aka Zewl/Boner was From Montreal but did lots of work all around
(vancouver n toronto i believe)
He Took his life 21 September 2004

R.I.P Justin, we miss you man

[GeSuS_KRiST]

Originally posted by MoNkEy@Jan 8 2005, 07:40 PM
So gesus ur gonna paint it and then stick it into the pass around book.
yea and then laminate it so it doesnt get fucked up but any careless people.... my homegirls mom owns a sign printing shop i wanna see if theyll print it out so it will be sick quality... but whoa's right keep this thread on track

rip zewl

[MoNkEy]

ah kool should be nice when its complete

[nec]

thats really tight gesus
and yes we should get this thread back on track
still missing you 2 much pimp369
thinking about you every day
http://img34.exs.cx/img34/6777/ripzuelr3al.jpg

[ASEN]

Thats hot, man.

[DC Diesel]

Hey everyone. I really wished I had posted in this earlier.

Since I was four years old, everytime my mom would take me downtown, I would go past this graffiti. And everyday that I went by I studied it. It was the very first graffiti I ever saw and defines my current style. I stared at it for 10 years before I even picked up a can.

None of the writers from DC knew who this guy was, but they knew he wasn't a flash in the pan. They knew he had to be a traveling writer, determined to leave his mark on DC.

Sadly, just last week it got buffed. The most important graff I had ever seen is now gone.

Rest in Peace Justin

Thank you for the inspiration. Love you for it man.



Right now, the photo isn't working, I'll try again in 5 minutes/

[DC Diesel]

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v224/washdc/boner2resized4real.jpg

Here it is everyone.

[GeSuS_KRiST]

you should do a rip burner up there if no one else is on the spot yet

[meatgrinder]

Gesus_respect.

[DC Diesel]

Thanks for the idea Gesus.I'll start working on it tonite. Mind if i pm u? I dont want to get the thread off topic.

peace

dc

[8-BallChamp]

feelin rough off the 8 tonight, and thinkin of him... thought id post to bump this up


much respect.. still remeber when you were around on times like this .. cant belive im posting this on the net.

r.i.p

http://img78.exs.cx/img78/8362/3224.jpg

[LOSTxTHExFAITH]

RIP... It's crazy man.. Cause to this very day.. I'm still so content that one day I'll just get PM or an Email from Justin, just explaining to me he was just fucking around on the forum. Morbidly yes, but nonetheless.. Or this was the easiest way for him to disassociate him self with graffiti, without the politics and that he just grew tired of it all... But every day that passes, I get less assured that it will ever happen.. It's like waiting infront of the ocean hoping the tide will bring a bottled message.. Chances are you'll never find one.

[LOSTxTHExFAITH]

But then again... I guess the moment you completely forget about a person.. That's when they really die..

[Kayone707]

Originally posted by LOSTxTHExFAITH@Jan 13 2005, 01:06 AM
But then again... I guess the moment you completely foget about a person.. That's when they really die..
this quote is really deep..

[ASEN]

Originally posted by LOSTxTHExFAITH@Jan 13 2005, 03:06 AM
But then again... I guess the moment you completely foget about a person.. That's when they really die..
Props for saying that. You couldn't have said it better.

[LOSTxTHExFAITH]

Word..

[Captin Incredible]

Word rebus I wanna get that inked, I had a buddy die a little while back

[LOSTxTHExFAITH]

Ahhh that's shity man.. I been there, know a good deal of people who have shared the same loss one way or another.. If you wan't to get it inked be my guest. Might need to molest the phrasing a bit but.. Do the damn thing homie.

[killah-EF]

Originally posted by DC Diesel@Jan 10 2005, 05:44 PM
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v224/washdc/boner2resized4real.jpg

Here it is everyone.
thats not justin, i know hes style when he used to write boner, it ain't thAT

[GeSuS_KRiST]

Originally posted by DC Diesel@Jan 10 2005, 10:21 PM
Thanks for the idea Gesus.I'll start working on it tonite. Mind if i pm u? I dont want to get the thread off topic.

peace

dc
go for it






Rip Zewl... the book hsould leave by monday to start goin around to all the people that are doing it

[trine]

never knew him but im sure that he could have burned me


hearts out to the ATM crew and the fam



hes maken clouds different colors now



rip

[petra]

im glad this thread is still alive.
i know many people miss him, even if they never met him or knew him well.
i feel like theres never much i can say unless im asked because just talking about him makes me feel numb. trying to go in circles of leaving hope of all this being a joke is something i do alot. he would never have expected to be remembered this way. his memory serves as a constant reminder to be as beautiful as he saw all of us be. there was a i time where i thought i could never live without him, and now i must. my hardest reality to accept is that justin will have never been a father. he would have been a great one. he knew what was important. he loved with every fiber of his being, but since that is so rare, with the greatest love came the greatest loneliness. a loneliness which we all feel now. i would give anything for one more day. sometimes i feel like i look for some kindof pity from people and if not that then someone to acknowledge the depth of my pain. but im just searching for the void that can never be met. ill never get to see that shy look of his when hes happy. or that face when he saw a cute animal. or hear him talk in his sleep. or help him overcome those moments where his life's pain mixed with strength and wisdom create a storm of depression that inevitably clouded his heart.
ill love my chipmunk always
im looking for his friend who writes elmz if anyone knows his email i would really appreciate that.

[yuki]

http://img58.exs.cx/img58/5183/zewl8vq.jpg

[DC Diesel]

Hey Killa, are you sure that isn't his style, do you think he was trying to branch off or anything?

[tkS`]

r.i.p. zuel

[Slob]

RIP
http://www.visualorgasm.com/photos/va-ensoe040.jpg
Ensoe Payin respects

[Whoa]

thats tight
damn its been already 5months
R.I.P Justin
Hope you're living the good life

[MitNGEK]

another sad suicide RIP

[killah-EF]

rest in peace Justin tu est toujours alive, jelll feeeel

[Mista Jostah]

wow ensoe is crazy
rip zewla

[hittingyourmom]

muchos respect to ensoe

youve made King-Zewlers day in heaven

and put a smile on my face

[pSYKAOz]

word, hot piece by ensoe... dayum..

[skateparadise]

thats sweet. i like the piece

[.limit.]

i found this thread on page 5
i just wanted to bump it back up
RIP

[Asshat]

R.I.P. Big Poppa Boner.

[MitNGEK]

RIP

[westcoastbomber]

RIP zewl