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09-22-2004, 03:45 PM
Justin took his own life last night on his birthday.
love goes out to his family,

ill post when i get the chance


09-22-2004, 03:49 PM
thats sad he has some sick shit rip

09-22-2004, 03:49 PM
second time.
rip zewl.

09-22-2004, 03:50 PM
didnt know the guy but r.i.p

this is the shit right here
09-22-2004, 03:51 PM
r i p atm bro...:(((((

Cherubic Meekus
09-22-2004, 03:57 PM
Another tragic case ofpresumably a premature suicide.Didn't know the dude but my heart goes out to the family since I can relate to something of this nature.

09-22-2004, 04:07 PM
all i can say is that this isn't some joke by the sound of things..
we never saw eye to eye, zewler and myself..but this is still a very shitty day. no one should take their own life..condolences to anyone who knows him, this sucks..


this is the shit right here
09-22-2004, 04:12 PM
YOU SHUT UP WANKER ! he s gone for good. at least say something nice! :( it s sad............... love for the family and homies..... r i p

09-22-2004, 04:14 PM
all of you should shut your mouth and have respect for the life of another human being. All you fucking internet nerds who never touch a can of paint should respect what this kid brought to the montreal scene. It is a shame that we lost this man and respect and condolences go out to all the ATM and GSM kids. Rest is Peace Pimp.

09-22-2004, 04:15 PM
sorry bout that...my heart goes out to those who knew him/bombed with him and got burned by him....

rest in peace zewl

09-22-2004, 04:19 PM
Rest in peace Justin... I love you and I wish you didnt feel you had to do this.. You had more talent than you knew. I wish we got to paint together more and go through with our Toronto painting plans...


09-22-2004, 04:23 PM
sounds real.
r i p

Salsa Con Queso
09-22-2004, 04:35 PM
r.i.p justin u got me into this graff game..little did we know wed be out in metro tunnels rocking panels....and even less about how ud leave us..
ATM CREW..one love from all of us.

09-22-2004, 04:41 PM
This is almost too crazy to be true, I know the man had some troubles going on but i didn't know it was this bad. I only got to hang out with him a few times a year ago and he was one of the coolest people i've chilled with in this graff game. If this shit is real and i pray that it's not, My heart goes out to the GSM ATM family and to Justin's Bloodline family as well. You will be missed Justin

Rest In Power.

09-22-2004, 04:42 PM
hey if its true rip .. thats some sad shit

09-22-2004, 04:47 PM







So sorry for your loss guys....

09-22-2004, 05:02 PM
I knew several suicide victims and met there families, my heart goes out to everyone who he was dear to.

09-22-2004, 05:07 PM
RIP Zuel.

09-22-2004, 05:09 PM
respect goes out to him


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09-22-2004, 05:20 PM
:blink: rip zewl ??
dats sadd

r.i.p zewl !!

09-22-2004, 05:38 PM
if he is dead, much respect. rip.

a side note, i notice there are some "FGC" tags in those pics...?

09-22-2004, 05:42 PM
if this shit true....rest in peace....

09-22-2004, 05:43 PM
i have 3 words to say about datt

REST is peace !!

09-22-2004, 05:43 PM
One of the things I was going to do today was wish him a happy birthday, but I guess I won't get that chance now..

Rest in power.

09-22-2004, 05:47 PM
hum i usually dont give a damn bout rip threads....
but ya i knew big papa boner abit...

so Rest In Peez.

kinda lame he suicided though. oh well...

09-22-2004, 05:49 PM
Originally posted by [email protected] 22 2004, 05:38 PM
a side note, i notice there are some "FGC" tags in those pics...?
Me, zewl and egor were down in the Origianl Forum Geeks Clic.

09-22-2004, 05:50 PM
i had ebeef with him like 2 days ago.. im so shock.. its hard to believe.. i mean he was a good writer with mad skills..

rip zewl

09-22-2004, 05:55 PM
but if he is dead for real this time!...then RiP.

09-22-2004, 06:00 PM
Rest In Peace

09-22-2004, 06:04 PM
bah zuel loved beef haha... rest in power and the finger to every1!

09-22-2004, 06:05 PM
rip dude

Salsa Con Queso
09-22-2004, 06:06 PM
he died..
love yusa
fuck you assholes

09-22-2004, 06:08 PM
touching poem...ha.

and as i stated before....if this is Real..... my condolences go out to him , his family and friends. Rip

09-22-2004, 06:11 PM
i have seen zuels stuff before he was a really good writer

rest in piece zuel

09-22-2004, 06:16 PM
ok heres some fliks ive accumulated over the years..
they are old and new



no style king
09-22-2004, 06:16 PM
ok i dont wanna hear anything else about htis being a fake thread, justin did die and thats the sad truth,,, definetely a writer who pushed the boundaries of straight letter and still made it look tight .. ive always had alot of respect and always will,,,,, RIP my man

09-22-2004, 06:18 PM

09-22-2004, 06:21 PM
mad skills...

09-22-2004, 06:22 PM
yea, i admit, the dudes straight up ill...

09-22-2004, 06:23 PM

09-22-2004, 06:26 PM

09-22-2004, 06:28 PM

09-22-2004, 06:28 PM
nice flicks

09-22-2004, 06:28 PM
those are some of the nicest sketches ive seen on here in awhile

09-22-2004, 06:29 PM
I'm not a first time poster, I was around here a long while ago, but stuff around here changed and some problems came up for me and some people on here, so I backed off...

I knew Zewl pretty well...I can't believe it, but it could be true. He and I were pretty similar in alot of ways and I could understand alot of things he told me. The possiblity is that he very well could have committed suicide...

I don't want to believe it...and I really can't...I just...I just can't. If it's true, love to his family because they were real great people too. And love to Justin no matter what or what the truth is.

No matter what I say, it won't bring him back...I know. If he is really gone...then you know what, it was a loss. He and I had rough times but I am always gonna remember how much he helped me and I really wish I could have helped him the same. He was incredibly talented and I looked up to him as much as I look up to Ms Fyt...

Justin, Love forever and Always...

09-22-2004, 06:30 PM
didnt know the guy but shitt!he had madd skillzzz ripriprip! :( :blink:

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09-22-2004, 06:55 PM
To be honest, I didn't really like the guy, in fact, I wanted to bash his head in. But man, killing himself.....that sucks.

R.I.P. Zewl.

09-22-2004, 06:56 PM
Wow 8ball, you have some OLD flicks...

I have a few...I used to have more, but they're my personal collection and I don't wanna just put them up, lest all of this isn't true...Which I sincerely hope it isn't...Ahhh, I really hope it isn't.

But thanks for the flicks, kinda nice seeing all that stuff again :)

09-22-2004, 06:56 PM

09-22-2004, 06:56 PM
Originally posted by [email protected] 22 2004, 03:50 PM
i dont get this thread, everyones saying that he didnt actually die.
sly is at least.

lets see, sly as opposed to people who acctualy knew him and/or painted with him. get a clue

R.I.P justin


http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v137/fre.../zoooooolah.bmp (http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v137/freightflicks/zoooooolah.bmp)

-> DUMB ONE <-
09-22-2004, 06:58 PM
i beleive it might be possible he did commit suicide. if he didnt, why would they post flicks of his face?

if so. RIP zewl

09-22-2004, 07:00 PM

09-22-2004, 07:03 PM
damn man...i never knew zewler or met him but i had such respect for him
his style was so tight
this is some sad shit right here


09-22-2004, 07:05 PM

09-22-2004, 07:06 PM
damn.the fact that he committed suicide just makes it so much worse
i still cant undersatnd why someone would do that

09-22-2004, 07:11 PM

09-22-2004, 07:14 PM
i love all his work, even his throwup

09-22-2004, 07:19 PM
R.I.P. Zewl

09-22-2004, 07:25 PM
Rest In Peace Boner

09-22-2004, 07:28 PM


this is all i can find on my computer at the moment.. if i find more ill post them.. and if i get my hands on a scanner ill post the real old shit we did before we had digi cams

09-22-2004, 07:30 PM
rest in peace zewl, i had no clue about him. but the one clew i got from him apparently faking his death is... he obviously had issues. and its sad that people are trash talking in the thread about death.
its also very depressing to look at the pictures of him...
but in another way, those pictures should go along with the love and all the memories his friends shaired with him.
the man repped alota crews. so he had alota friends. much respect to the writer zewl. and my heart goes out to those who knew him best

09-22-2004, 07:32 PM
never met the dude, but i have nothing but respect for the Boner
on of the freshest styles to date.

RIP Boner

09-22-2004, 07:36 PM
Mes condoléances à la famille et ses friends...

09-22-2004, 07:46 PM
Well if its true then there should be a website or something dedicated him.

Anyways RIP †.

09-22-2004, 07:54 PM






09-22-2004, 07:55 PM
a good person and friend.
ill never forget you chipmunk...

09-22-2004, 07:58 PM
damn man, i just talked to zewl last week

09-22-2004, 08:04 PM
rip zuel

09-22-2004, 08:05 PM
well i guess this is real, so may the great man...


09-22-2004, 08:06 PM
iight yall ima accept the fact that this is probably realy sorry to those who i have offended its jsut hard to belive that somthigns real when its been fake a bunch of time but soo many people are taking this seriously so once again sorry to those who i have offended and my best wishes to friends family and anyone else who care for him

Rest In Power Zewl

09-22-2004, 08:07 PM
wow this made my heart stop for some reason.. never knew him eccept for replys on here, and dude elmz telling me story&#39;s of him a while ago etc... R.I.P hes on "his" next form (not sure what makes anyone up) but nothing dissaperas just moves around mixes changes form etc.. we platy our role by being sad amung humans who got attached but i figure "your" next thing gets used to that, attached, everything cycles around..

09-22-2004, 08:14 PM
i feel priveleged to have conversated with him on a handful of occasions. zewl truly had infinite potential artistically, it&#39;s just sad to see it all wasted like this. depression is a bitch, i feel you man.

my condolences go out to his family, friends, and whoever is affected by this tragic loss directly.

rest in power zewlah.

09-22-2004, 08:18 PM
Originally posted by [email protected] 22 2004, 05:21 PM
ok people, if you cant look past the obvious, he IS zewl, and he&#39;s just trying to get his fame on the boards.


09-22-2004, 08:28 PM
I myself have lost very close friends ..I can honstly say that hearing this has made my day shit .... I did not know the guy first hand .. but I have had quite a few conversations with him on this site throughout the years.. he was one of the two people on this site who i truely respected .. although i did not know him personally .. i hope that his friends and family have enough strength to get through this tragegy..
R.I.P Justin A.K.A ZewL

09-22-2004, 08:29 PM

09-22-2004, 08:55 PM
shit yo thats messed up.RIP zuel.

09-22-2004, 09:08 PM
ok, im very sorry it has taken me this long to clean this thread but i wasnt ready to read this thread yet.
this is very hard for me because ive never known someone to die (not even some old relative in my family) and speaking with justins family was even harder.
anyways justin was the first person to take me painting, and to that i give him all my thanks and love. hes actually one of those people that would have taken the time to paint with newbies and show them the ropes, as my friend egor knows too.
justin has always been depressed but i believed in him surviving, because he was a lover. all he believed in was true love. and he would talk to me for hours about how it was gunna happen to him. there were many times we didnt see eye to eye, but he was so open to discussion that things could always be talked/worked out.
justins artstic talent was amazing, and any sketch he did came out just as prefect on the walls.
to many of you the fourms justin, was nothing like the real justin. justin was so much more then "thehardpenis". he was a friend.

and to kay, gesus, car, and sly... remind me to spit in your face if we ever meet. if you didnt know most people who are depressed and commit suicide, dont just try once. so what if it didnt happen the first time, that should have been a blessing not a reason to ruin our consolences

to ATMS and GSM...i wish peace of mind to you all. the only thing justin loved more then true love was graffiti. and you boys definatly know how to get up, so thank you for that.


09-22-2004, 09:11 PM
damn, shitty news. never got to meet him, but liked his work a lot.

heres a little interview I did with him a long time ago.


---- what/who got you into graffiti, and how long have you been writing for?

Well, I started writing a little over two and a half years…it started with doing little marker tags on the bus, and soon evolved into painting pieces. I wasn’t really into the bombing aspect when I stated out….but I was rocking pieces from the start.

----what motivates you to keep bombing?

Well….I guess my motivation comes from many different points. Theirs the fact that I’m addicted to graffiti. It’s the strongest drug I’ve put my hands on up to now….and I just cant quit. Theirs also the fact that my buddies force me into painting….they always want to go rock spots or go do some crazy clean train missions and I get dragged into it all. I’ve even gotten into beef with some crew mates of mine over me wanting to spend time with some chicks instead of painting….but beef aint the subject here so imma shut up. And another thing that gets me motivated is walking downtown Montreal….the most beautiful city in Canada graffiti wise of course….when I walk down the street and see some crazy Sake ledges or some crazy NME crew burners at hot spots…..im always like “woah”….and that all gets me like dayum I gotta rock shit like that.

----- whats your favourite surface to hit (wall, metro, freight, rooftop) and why?

My favourite shit to hit has to be the metros…..like oh my god…. I still remember the first time me and my boy yusa rocked a subway….it was like heaven, we wanted to do that shit for so long and it finally happened….a dream come true I tell you. The paint glides on the train so nicely and ahh it’s an orgasm. If I could get away with it…. I would rock those bitches everyday, but unfortunately it’s a risky business and many people have gotten arrested for it and many chases go down in the tunnels.

---- got any cool chase stories?

Cool chase stories…..well I’ve gotten chased a few times. I’ve gotten the cops chase me many times, but usually I end up getting busted….but what pisses me off the most is the civilians who try to act like heros. I think the craziest chase I’ve had was December 21st 2002…I remember it like it was yesterday. Me and my boy Elmz were drunk and rocking a semi truck and the owner of the truck was coming home with his trucker buddies from a x-mas party and spotted us. So they drove their mini van up and one guy jumped out and ran after us. Elmz and I split up and the guy kept running after me and talking on his cell phone telling the other guys where I was…..so they drove up and hit me with the van and I fell on the ground and they started beating the shit out of me. After the whole beating, they called the cops and I got arrested. Luckily I was a minor at the time and saved myself from a 4000 dollar fine to pay for the re-painting of the truck because of the beating I got. (your not allowed to beat up minors supposedly)

----damn, that sucks man.

Yes unfortunately I’ve gotten busted too many times for my own good….but im still at it, I wont stop until I’m locked up or dead. But u know, age might catch on me also….but that will be in a long time.

----what do you think about events like Under Pressure and Style In Progress?

Ahh I love graffiti events and I find we are lucky to have events in Montreal such as Under Pressure and the Lachine Jam….and they got other events out in Toronto and shit….but I never went to them. I was going to paint at Under Pressure this year but unfortunately I was on a graff trip out in BC and couldn’t make it back in time. But yeh, about the graff events, I love em, it’s a gathering of writers from all over who come together and rock some hot shit, and theirs some dope MC’s and breakdancers….its pretty hype shit.

----- whats the ATM all about?

Ahhh ATMS crew…..well, atm crew is a crew I started a while back who originally only had 3 members, Yusa, Oath and me…..but we recently entered Ecler into the crew. Atm has many meaning such as Avoid These Morons---Another Train Molested—Attacking The Metros---Ahh Those Maniacs and many more. I would say Atm is one of the biggest clean train crews in Canada, but we are an all round crew, from trains, to pieces, to bombs all the way to canvas. So that’s where we stand.

----- where do you think graffiti will be in 10 years? I&#39;m talking montreal and globally.

Well, im part of the new generation, the crews on top of the game in Montreal who I look up to are HYH, KOPS, NME and DA…..but things are changing with time, new crews come out….people’s skill keep evolving and that’s what its all about. 10 years is pretty far from now, I cant say that I see that far, but hopefully by then things will get even crazier….I hope at least.

---- any last words?

Yeh actually I would like to give out my personal quote… “DON’T JERK THE BONER CUZ THE BONER WILL SPIT IN YOUR FACE” And for all you new jacks out there…..remember, the key to getting better is sketching a lot to improve your style, and painting a lot to improve you can control. But know that biting wont get you anywhere…..except on my hate list. Peace out.

R.I.P justin

09-22-2004, 09:11 PM
R.I.P. :(

I liked zewl&#39;s style alot....

09-22-2004, 09:13 PM
msfyt, sorry bro, i had no idea, i thought it was just another fake thread, i had mad respect for the man, he never had any beef with anyone, and he was always a good guy. I&#39;m depressed 98% of my life and have pondered the suicide idea many times, never succeeded, my life has been fucked up ever since i was a kid, and graffiti is one of the few things that kept me alive. I&#39;m sorry for your loss, as I lost many people in my life and I know how it is, sorry if i discouraged you in any way shape or form.

09-22-2004, 09:16 PM
Originally posted by [email protected] 22 2004, 09:13 PM
msfyt, sorry bro, i had no idea, i thought it was just another fake thread, i had mad respect for the man, he never had any beef with anyone, and he was always a good guy.
msfyt&#39;s a chick and zuel had beef with everyone. but it was all good..he was always an amazing person and will remain in our hearts forever.

when details about the funeral and wake come up could someone please let me know because i have to be there for it. I&#39;m not missing out on my last chance to see this guy.

pane in prov
09-22-2004, 09:26 PM
sorry to here this..he was a great writer and for everyone that knew him i feel your pain.


09-22-2004, 09:31 PM
"zuel had beef with everyone"

he only had beef with people who beefed on him, any graffiti writer does the same.

09-22-2004, 09:31 PM
i thought this was some well organized bull shit, sorry if i offended you guys. RIP.

09-22-2004, 09:33 PM

09-22-2004, 09:34 PM
damn...........R.I.P man. :(

09-22-2004, 09:36 PM
Word to After Ten for that interview

fuck i still can&#39;t believe that dude wasted himself

Rest in power dude

09-22-2004, 09:41 PM
man. R.I.P ... even though i didnt know him, it still makes me feel like shit. i can deffinatly put myself in his friends shoes, considering i have had 3 friends die and im only 15.


09-22-2004, 09:42 PM
man this junk has actually got me depressed and that interview has made me make sure im gonna keep on hitting up even with my latest bust last week and my soon to come criminal record.

pane in prov
09-22-2004, 09:44 PM
i feel like doing a piece in his memory..........

mr. she77
09-22-2004, 10:02 PM
Rest And Peice man, zewlah was always like one of my favorite writers on BS. damn.

09-22-2004, 10:06 PM
i think its great that just about every one is paying respect and being mature. im from the US, i never knew him or any canadien writers, but this still puts an impact on me. msfyt that was great what u said about him and gave us all a perspective on his life. and whoever it was that put up the interview, that was great too.
i was here when he said his goodbyes last time he claimed he was done here. it was very discusting what a lot of people had to say on that thread and people need to think befor they talk.
RIP to a real king in the under ground subculture.

09-22-2004, 10:10 PM
yeah man the interview and the msfyt post were great, this is a very good thread although its sad at the same time. i didnt know him personally but, ive always been a fan of his shit ever since i came on these forums like 2 or 3 years ago. its very sad that he just took his life away i think anyone who knew who he was from the forum or if they were his friend will be very effected by this.

09-22-2004, 10:17 PM
I&#39;m still hoping this thread is a fake... But, man, rest in peace Boner.

09-22-2004, 10:19 PM
true that news but, if it is fake that is just messed up. im sure a lot of people won&#39;t be to happy about that i doubt its faked though thats just messed up

its about time
09-22-2004, 10:22 PM
maaaaan...boner was chill....he always gave me tips with the ladies, and no matter what he was always down to talk about shit...its too bad what happened...i never even got to meet this guy... RIP ZEWL

09-22-2004, 10:29 PM
man i loved his style.....once again....


-> DUMB ONE <-
09-22-2004, 10:29 PM
Originally posted by its about [email protected] 22 2004, 09:22 PM
he always gave me tips with the ladies, its too bad what happened...i never even got to meet this guy... RIP ZEWL
you received tips "for the ladies" by someone over the internet....?

09-22-2004, 10:31 PM
may you find happiness wherever you are now, bro.. peace

09-22-2004, 10:50 PM
Originally posted by [email protected] 22 2004, 09:17 PM
I&#39;m still hoping this thread is a fake... But, man, rest in peace Boner.
You stole the words right out of my fucking mouth... I cant believe this...

Rest in power, Zewlah

09-22-2004, 10:51 PM
didnt get to know him but still feel the pain
zewls style is so sick

09-22-2004, 10:56 PM
Thank you everyone for your kind words. His family will be really glad to hear all the wonderful things you have to say about him and his art work.

He was the most amazing person I ever met. He loved the beef, true, but he was the biggest sweetheart in the entire world. If i could post flicks of kittens I would because he loved them so much.

I hope everyone is doing okay.

R.I.P. Justin, We loved you so much

09-22-2004, 11:05 PM
rest in peace zewl/boner...

09-22-2004, 11:14 PM
damn, this is honestly extremely upsetting to me, he had so much talent, i cannot believe it, this totally bummed me out
much love to everyone who had the pleasure of knowing him, his family, and everyone who had even talked to him
this is a sad sad day

im almost speachless

this really sucks, r.i.p. zewl

09-22-2004, 11:16 PM
R.I.P Zewl....i had and always respest for you.....much love to his family ang G-Friend-GSM Family

09-22-2004, 11:22 PM
Originally posted by [email protected] 22 2004, 10:14 PM
damn, this is honestly extremely upsetting to me, he had so much talent, i cannot believe it, this totally bummed me out
much love to everyone who had the pleasure of knowing him, his family, and everyone who had even talked to him
this is a sad sad day

im almost speachless

this really sucks, r.i.p. zewl
my exact same feelings

09-22-2004, 11:22 PM
Rest in peace Justin.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

09-22-2004, 11:23 PM
i used to talk to him online and he was a good guy and an amazing writer. much respect. im sorry to hear all this.

r.i.p. Boner/Zuel

09-22-2004, 11:27 PM

R.I.P. Zewl.

Quiet Riot
09-22-2004, 11:32 PM
i didnt no the guy but im sure he did sum sick shit in his life time

R.I.P :(

09-22-2004, 11:36 PM
yo once again upon finding out this is real sorry to everyone i have offended its just a hard subject for me so sorry once again

09-22-2004, 11:43 PM
Originally posted by [email protected] 22 2004, 08:42 PM
man this junk has actually got me depressed and that interview has made me make sure im gonna keep on hitting up even with my latest bust last week and my soon to come criminal record.
Not to disrespect, i&#39;m sure Zewl had alot on his mind to go ahead with such an act. But dude, like Zewl said in his interview he got chased, busted, beaten up, I&#39;m just thinking it might of had something to do with his actions. Not telling you not to bomb, but hey guys take precautions, organize your outings, cause getting busted and shit might really fuck your head and drive you to the edge.

09-22-2004, 11:57 PM
It has been a very long time since i have actually posted on this forum. I believe now it&#39;s truly necessary. The man was great, always ready to talk about whatever. The news dampered my day ,but i know that we will meet again one day. May you rest in peace and may PC crew remain forever.You will be missed and you&#39;ll always be in our hearts my brother

09-23-2004, 12:01 AM
this is real fucked rest in peace man we should all go show our respects and spray some stuff for him

i no how yall who new him must fell its real hard to comprahend one of my frends killed themselves its fucking weird

peace man ima be smoking some for u tonight

09-23-2004, 12:03 AM
Yo Zewl, man i chilled with you like 3-4 times, you were cool as hell and down to earth. I know what pain can drive a person to do drastic things. No bad feelings, all good karma, and the last thing you should expect is your name to be forgoten. I know they got the internet up where your at, they got that high tek wireless ish. And i&#39;m sure clouds are damn hot spots to hit. As a past member of your crew and a active member of the GSM family that you will always be part of. May your physical body rest in peace and your soul live on.

Get the truth from Pac and Biggie, get tips from Dondi. And sip a fortie with Eazy.

Lika will be pouring out around the city for you man.

Rest In Peace dog.

09-23-2004, 12:08 AM
To all who knew him, I&#39;m very sorry for your loss. I rarely got to talk to him but when I did he was the chillest person I&#39;ve ever met. We&#39;ve lost an incredible artist/friend. Much love to his fam and friends. R.I.P. Zewl.



09-23-2004, 12:25 AM
rest in peace

09-23-2004, 12:30 AM
Fuck man when i first heard this shit i didnt think it was true.
Lookin through here at all those flix brings back some memories. Wish i could have been there to help him. He shouldnt have gone out this way.
Justin was truly a great guy with a good heart.

09-23-2004, 01:41 AM
fuck Im just sitting here still in shock about this whole thing. I cant stop thinking about it. Justin was a really big inspiration to me and it probably shows in some of the stuff i do. I hope everyone takes the time to look at all the flicks on this thread and appreciate how talented he was..

09-23-2004, 02:07 AM
everyone control is own destiny..and then was your choice.

rest in peace,zewl.

09-23-2004, 02:08 AM
(to eko)

yea dude but im sure he wouldnt want u all down he would probably want you to remember the good times its hard shit i been thought time and time and time and time and time again just gotta always remember the best times and hold on to them im sure he wouldnt wanna see all of you down like this yall should start plannin a in memory of production to try to get your mind off it a lil

09-23-2004, 02:12 AM
Man this sucks. I remember that guy back in the day reppin it in the old forums when BS was new. Everyone else was clowning around he was posting some nice stuff. Sad sad news man. Though I never knew him it&#39;s still a sad day.

:( :( RIP ZEWL :( :(


09-23-2004, 02:18 AM
ya for real gesus..
i made previous commentz that i take back, i dident know this was real. my deepest apologies go out to thoes who were affected by my comments.
As gesus stated, we shouldent be all down, all of you who personally knew him, and even the ones who dident, should think of a production in his memory...
Rip justin.

male model
09-23-2004, 02:18 AM
this, mixed with girl troubles, mixed with family shit, has brought tears to my eyes. rest in power homie. .......

09-23-2004, 02:33 AM
Nicer, painted version of this will be done soon

09-23-2004, 02:39 AM
Originally posted by ....LAST2FALL....@Sep 23 2004, 01:31 AM
Zwel isn&#39;t dead you dumb fucking toys...
dude don&#39;t say that shit, it&#39;s disrespectful.........once again

Rest In Power Justin :(

09-23-2004, 02:44 AM
Originally posted by ....LAST2FALL....@Sep 22 2004, 11:31 PM
Zwel isn&#39;t dead you dumb fucking toys...
hope so..i already got alot of smack talkin said 2 me for my comments
hopefully itz all a joke

09-23-2004, 02:51 AM


09-23-2004, 02:53 AM
R.I.P. Zewl


09-23-2004, 02:58 AM
If someone can confirm that Zweler is really dead I&#39;ll believe it. If I find out that&#39;s true then I swear to God, I&#39;ll never come back to this site again.. A thread saying his dead isn&#39;t convincing, granted there was already one before..

09-23-2004, 03:04 AM
Unfortunately, so far all the evidence points to this being legit. I was very sceptical at first also but....

Suicide sucks, you leave behind many people scratching their heads with an eternal grief, wondering &#39;Why? What did I miss? What could I have done?&#39; It truely isn&#39;t the proper answer to whatever is troubling you. You&#39;ll get through it. Talk to somebody, get some help, it doesn&#39;t have to be professional help, although that&#39;d be best. There are people trained to deal with these types of situations. There are phone hotlines for these types of situations.
Suicide is a weak solution.

09-23-2004, 03:16 AM
its a permeant answer to a temporary solution its pointless but the person isn&#39;t thinking of others at the time its only themselves its a selfish act but people dont share what really bothering them and when u dont talk about a lot it snowballs and it get so overwhelming so quick that people think the only way to make it stop is to kill themselves but like i learned my first time in rehab you can only go down so far then everything has to get better but if any of his friends seriously need to talk to someone feel free to PM me i was a councilor at a suicide helpline for close to 4 years and have had 7 of some of my closet friend do it so i know how u feel

09-23-2004, 03:25 AM
hmmmm you every think just maybe thats why i started?

09-23-2004, 03:30 AM
Originally posted by [email protected] 22 2004, 05:55 PM
To be honest, I didn&#39;t really like the guy, in fact, I wanted to bash his head in. But man, killing himself.....that sucks.

R.I.P. Zewl.
he didnt like u either, dont be so disrespectful.


09-23-2004, 03:32 AM
damn the man even painted an rip for um hows he being disrespectful

09-23-2004, 03:36 AM
shit fuckin sucks.

dont know what to say, wanted to get to know him.

09-23-2004, 03:47 AM
i miss you man and you&#39;ve been on my mind all fucking night....your story has touched many people around me who never even heard of you....they now have you name on their packs of smokes and school binders...just a little freestyle block letter for you to circulate around.

even grown men can cry and you&#39;ve made me cry for hours on end from this loss.
i miss you deeply.


09-23-2004, 03:50 AM
fuck even made me make a track for him n i only spoke to him a few times

09-23-2004, 03:58 AM
Originally posted by [email protected] 23 2004, 02:32 AM
damn the man even painted an rip for um hows he being disrespectful
a comment like that sorta contredicts putting his name up.
thats not a comment u make to the passing of another person...

just leave it here.

09-23-2004, 04:08 AM
Originally posted by [email protected] 22 2004, 07:14 PM
i feel priveleged to have conversated with him on a handful of occasions. zewl truly had infinite potential artistically, it&#39;s just sad to see it all wasted like this. depression is a bitch, i feel you man.

my condolences go out to his family, friends, and whoever is affected by this tragic loss directly.

rest in power zewlah.
yes exactly...

as if writing this on a forum weren&#39;t strange enough...but honestly, where else can I put this?

I am having trouble accepting that the boner boned out...
This is by far not the first I have heard of Justin&#39;s sadness or the word suicide out of a mouth concerning him, it just usually was his...fucking jeez I JUST spoke to him last week and then a couple of days ago I called a too-early birfffday call to him...
He was very special to me...which is hitting me harder than I ever imagined because our friendship was locked down online, friendship actually originated on this forum, we moved onto phone convos last year sometime...fingers got tired of typing i suppose...we were a safe distance from each other enough to trust each other with the things that happen in life and in your head and your heart...Justin, to me...was my 800 help line at times and he knew he always had a friend that was completely and simply 100% just down to listen and speak if needed...
...so many 4 am phonecalls...
we passed base graffiti bullshitting and got to know each other...not just artyap...and as i type this, where i met him it&#39;s saddening my soul...
...he was my angel at times.
My saving grace outside of the insanity that at times, is called our lives...and i do understand how he did take his own life, anyone that knew him could speak on why and how he knew exactly what he was doing when he made the choice to end his life.
Nothing lasts for some people...you always get pulled back down, and this i do understand and I understood to my core when he&#39;d speak....
It seems strange to me now that I could truly love and care for someone I met the way we did, only knowing each others thoughts and feelings...sharing our art and bullshit relationship sadstories...the goodtimes... life&#39;s trials...whew man...infinitly seeking.
His trust and belif that love would eventually rescue all the tears and hardtimes, his never ever getting bitter or stopped believing... always helped me... I guess it&#39;s past time I told him that...
I didn&#39;t need to have him in my hands to hold him in my heart.
I will let him continue to be just that...my somewhere else angel...in my heart.

8ball--who are you? Yusa? Hi and damn man I am so sorry for your loss...
Where did you get those old flicks? Had them saved?...You have one random one that he did for me way late night a lonnnnnng ass time ago...he would always do that...say..."gimme a word i am bored" and then he&#39;d have this magnificent drawing later in morning or the next day in my inbox...I love that guy. ...crazy...
Truly tragic, yet in this truth, truly the way he told me from day one he would go out.

My deepest sympathys go to his family- both blood and crew.

To the crew- This family kept him going the most...true passion.
Big Ups to you all.

(lisa, he was supposed to give me your number next time we spoke...told me about homeboy fucking up and you moved home...hell i don&#39;t even know if you post on here at all anymore... email me at [email protected] or cell is the same k sis <3)

PC baby...PC... always ridin&#39; hard...

Rest in the Peace that you could not find in life friend.

09-23-2004, 04:26 AM

the infamous one
09-23-2004, 04:54 AM
man thats sad, rest in peace zewl, never knew the guy but from what ive seen he has some sick shit, what was his name on here?

09-23-2004, 04:58 AM

09-23-2004, 05:46 AM
:(didnt kno da guy like most ppl do but still:(

>>>>R.I.P ZEWL<<<<

09-23-2004, 08:17 AM
somethin i sketched for him back when he talked to me a bit... was cool to see JUSTIN and not just "Zewl" but the person behind that... :(

this was before he had gotten his kitten.

09-23-2004, 08:41 AM
RIP ZEWL ... i just finshed looking at his thread on touch this and die 9 times :( made me think, becuase he had posted stuff and shit to confusing anway i didnt know him but he was truly a great person....REST IN POWER
U where a king in my heart

09-23-2004, 08:50 AM
Rest In Peace Zewl

Here&#39;s a lil poem i wrote when my grandmother passed on September 11th of 2003&#33;
I Dedicate this to any and everyone who lost a loved one

The poem i wrote is titled
Miss Me But...

When I come to the end of the road
And the sun has set for me
I want no rights in a gloom filled room
Why cry for a soul set free?
Miss me a little but not too long
And not with your head bowed low
Remember the love that we onced shared
Miss me but let me go
For this is the journey we all must take
And each must go alone
Its all part of the Master&#39;s Plan
A step on the road to home
When you are lonely and sick at heart
Go to the friends we know
And bury your sorrows in doing good deeds
Miss me but let me go


09-23-2004, 10:26 AM
Originally posted by .A.K.4.7.+Sep 23 2004, 02:30 AM--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (.A.K.4.7. @ Sep 23 2004, 02:30 AM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'> <[email protected] 22 2004, 05:55 PM
To be honest, I didn&#39;t really like the guy, in fact, I wanted to bash his head in. But man, killing himself.....that sucks.

R.I.P. Zewl.
he didnt like u either, dont be so disrespectful.

R I P [/b][/quote]
What I said is not disrespectful in any way, here let me say it in slow guy terms: I didn&#39;t like the guy, and I probably would&#39;ve bashed his head in if I ever saw him, but I guess that&#39;s all behind now, and I&#39;ve got to pay respects.

R.I.P. Zewl

09-23-2004, 10:30 AM
why doesnt this get easier?
you made so many friends happy, but we could never help you with your happiness. im sorry for that... you deserved kids, kittens and a adoring wife.
i miss you justin

09-23-2004, 10:40 AM
I still can&#39;t believe he&#39;s gone...I spent the night attempting to sleep on it..but sleep never came. I sat up in my bed, talking with him. I mean now he can really hear me and see what I&#39;m thinking right?

I don&#39;t mean to sound selfish...but I just can&#39;t believe he&#39;s gone...I mean, I hadn&#39;t spoken with Justin honestly in months...but he was always on my mind...ALWAYS. Too many things were a constant reminder that he was once here. My school, my old house, his tags...I mean...it&#39;s hard to swallow the fact that someone who was JUST here a little while ago...is honestly gone...

I keep thinking the tears will susbside..but they don&#39;t...I keep thinking the fact that I will honestly never see him again will sink in...but it doesn&#39;t. I keep expecting to spend my summer in Montreal, and see him again. And I never will.

I&#39;m sorry to say stuff like that...I know it&#39;s depressing..TRUST ME...I know..Justin was one of the most increidble friends I ever had and that friendship is always going to stick with me...I jsut wish it would sink in...expecially now that I know for sure that it&#39;s true.

Young blood, eh....21 years of age...It&#39;s so unfair...even if he did it himself. There was soo many things he wanted otu life, so much stuff he deserved...and now he&#39;s never gonna have any of it. I hope he&#39;s happy now...I hate knowing while he was here he was hurting...I remember when he used to tell me stuff...when he was real upset and we&#39;d spend hours talking...and he&#39;d call me and I could hear that quaver in his voice...and now it&#39;s just all gone. He&#39;s never gonna know what it&#39;s like to get married, or have kids...He was 21 for God sakes...there&#39;s so much he&#39;ll never know.

I love him soo much, he was a really important person in my life, and now he&#39;s gone. I keep thinking if I tell myself that enough, it&#39;ll sink in...but it doesn&#39;t. I keep thinking one day I&#39;ll walk around and corner and BAM&#33; right into him...I keep seeing the Boner hat...and I know he&#39;s really gone...but it won&#39;t seem real to me. I loved him alot and in many ways. He was such an individual. He was so unique in so many ways. I&#39;ve never met another person like him...

Rest In Peace Justin...I love you forever and you&#39;ll always hold a place in my heart.

"Hope you found Happiness, Pray you found Peace."
-September 22nd 2003

Justin B
September 21st, 1983 - Septmeber 21st, 2004

09-23-2004, 10:40 AM

09-23-2004, 10:47 AM
My deepest condolences to friends, family and crew. What a waste of talent.



09-23-2004, 11:48 AM
Justin always used to say there was "Just one Justin"...And now I know he was right...

the infamous one
09-23-2004, 12:03 PM
i never even knew the guy and im chokeing up reading all this :( sounds like he was a great guy and a great friend, rest in peace zewl, hope they have paint where u are now :)

09-23-2004, 12:23 PM

^ Man, I remember taking that picture...Last time I saw Justin Actually. The day he left Van. Coquitlam Greyhound Terminal...Damn...


^The hug I&#39;ll never have a again...God Damn, this is all so unreal...I loved the boy and now he&#39;s gone...

Rest In Peace Moufette...<3

Bee, ekos, msfyt, all of you guys...I&#39;m so sorry you guys have to go through this...I know how you guys are feeling and even if you all don&#39;t know me too well (aside from msfyt), if you guys need anything, or you just want to talk...I need it just as bad... [email protected]

Love for everyone this is affecting. Love to Justin&#39;s family, every last person in his crews, the boy did good. He was the biggest sweetheart. <3

09-23-2004, 12:44 PM
it all happened soo dast i remeber it was like yesterday boner was teaching me how to paint and now this,it sucks he chose the path he did but he will always be remembered by many ppl not only me,my condolences to his family and anyone else who know him
R.I.P zewl, from the nec crew
http://img66.exs.cx/img66/106/zewler.jpg tsn wall
once again my condolences to anyone hwo knew him and his family aswell

09-23-2004, 12:47 PM
found some more flicks.. some old some new...

09-23-2004, 12:50 PM

09-23-2004, 01:17 PM
i dodnt know the guy, but he looked like a good writer... R.I.P :(

this is the shit right here
09-23-2004, 02:04 PM
i never got the chance to know more about him...
seems like i ll never get the chance to meet him on this planet.
atms never die&#33; see you in writerheaven or whatever u wanna call that only special place.hoping we ll get along..... this one s out to you....

condoleances to all you who knew him,cherished him,supported him.... you must feel really fuckin bad :( i m sorry.

wearing black today was more special than usual. peop

this is the shit right here
09-23-2004, 02:07 PM
yusa oath jazz..... hang in.... much love n respects from over the ocean.....

diss co
09-23-2004, 02:14 PM
Love and respect for zuel,
familly and friends

09-23-2004, 02:28 PM
I&#39;m sorry for being so mean I&#39;m just having a real hard time dealing with all of this...but it isn&#39;t zewl then, it&#39;s someone else...Justin&#39;s dead...Funeral arrangements are being made and his own family confirmed it...

09-23-2004, 03:06 PM
boner and zewl are the same person.,

09-23-2004, 03:09 PM

09-23-2004, 03:15 PM
dopeee narc ;)

09-23-2004, 03:41 PM
Originally posted by [email protected] 23 2004, 02:06 PM
boner and zewl are the same person.,
well i just talked to boner...

09-23-2004, 03:47 PM
yo just shut the fuck up...zewl and boner are the same person..maybe someone bite his name..but justin is gone...hes not coming back...so stop pissin of all who give respect...i know i do...REST IN PEACE ZEWLER...AND REST IN POWER

09-23-2004, 04:18 PM
daaamn&#33; i remember reading a few of his post earlier, like when someone said his style "bit causr&#39;s" but fuck. i didnt know the dude. but for those who knew him, my condolences. i know what its like to lose a friend.

09-23-2004, 04:19 PM

09-23-2004, 04:23 PM

09-23-2004, 04:28 PM

09-23-2004, 04:33 PM
Rest in peace dude.

I give my heart out to the peeps that are effected by this.

where&#39;d this kid hit up? looks familiar 604?

09-23-2004, 04:44 PM
"it&#39;s always the good ones that have to die" -RZA

09-23-2004, 04:49 PM
this thread makes me cry

09-23-2004, 04:53 PM
hmn javais ecris un long texte, jai effacé...
cest zewler qui devrait parler.

ses proches font face au courage et a la desillusion en meme temps, le pire melange don zewler a surment ete victime.
keep up, pour ceux qui restent en vie et surtout la famille & amis.

09-23-2004, 04:55 PM
Originally posted by toys&#39;R&#39;[email protected] 23 2004, 03:44 PM
"it&#39;s always the good ones that have to die" -RZA
"after laughter comes tears"

Syman son
09-23-2004, 05:12 PM
Its funny, one day i was in a high school french class and a guy sitting next to me holds over his blackbook and says : What do you think of this? .... i got into graff
I met Justin ....he was just starting ... Everything was so cool back then...

I remember a lot of cool things like him being the first to show me Jenkins like: Yo wanna do your first peice?, i got this place...blabla...real cool times...
He was given a lot of respect for what he accomplished as a graff artist but i feel as though he went through too many hard times....and wasnt treated as well as he should have been...


RIP Justin aka Blaze-Maez-Epho-Jerk-Noser-Boner-Zuel...


09-23-2004, 05:13 PM
i couldnt function all day today. i kept thinking about everyone who was affected by his death, and something manda told me last nite that really stuck with me and, yeah, made me cry.

i worked on some RIP sketches today in class, but i dont know if i want to post them.

i dont know if this has already been answered, but how exactly did he die? manda wouldn&#39;t tell me, and i respect her decision, but im still curious

09-23-2004, 05:23 PM
Ahh I&#39;m sorry Foe...Partially I didn&#39;t tell you because I&#39;m not sure how accurate this information is and secon because if it is, it made me sick to hear it...but whether it&#39;s true or not, thank you Mind for passing the information to my friend who passed it on to me. And foe, You should post them...it&#39;s really nice seeing everyone doing stuff like that...I painted a cupboard in my room for him and I&#39;m doing a big piece for him this weekend. But if you don&#39;t want to, I want force you to...

My kitten has been keeping me in good company today. His name is Montana. Justin would have loved him. He had such a love of kittens. We used to sit in pet stores here and play with them for hours. I hope someone will be looking after Justin&#39;s kitten now that he&#39;s gone...I hope Ms Fyt or someone does...Justin loved Ms Fyt&#39;s cat and I&#39;m sure MS Fyt&#39;s cat would like a buddy...

Keep your heads up, guys...Think about the light at the end of the tunnel and maybe that will help you through...I&#39;m sure Justin would be pleased knowing soo many people love him so much.

I spent a good portion of my day on the phone with a good friend of Justin&#39;s...I found out some stuff...Whether it was stuff I wanted to know or not, I do know now. But I regret that most of you spoke with Justin quite recently, where as I hadn&#39;t spoken with him since oooh maybe April...I wish I could have told him I loved him and I wish I could have said good bye...

Just knowing other people are dealing with this too is helping me out alot...Thank you guys.

Oh and yeah, Zewl did hit up quite abit around 604...he hit up mainly Downtown and Richmond...and quite abit in Pitt Meadows...

09-23-2004, 05:26 PM
r.i.p. zewl and condolences to his friends and family

09-23-2004, 05:33 PM
did Zewl have a xanga site? i know i came in contact with&#39;em at some point online, because some of his skethces look very familiar to me...

R.I.P. Zewl ....your work lives in my mind forever as a great inspiration...

09-23-2004, 06:39 PM
I didn&#39;t knew him but I see that he was appreciated and it&#39;s sad for his family and friends, mes condoleances a ces amis, parents, crew.
Will miss you
R.I.P Zewl
Here&#39;s a sketch I did for myself to remember him...


09-23-2004, 06:46 PM
I remember when i saw this thread pop up, i thought it was some cruel joke he was playing on us.
apparently i was wrong. im sorry for the loss, my respect and condolances to those who knew him and his family.
his style was nice, i liked seeing his stuff and reading his posts, because he reminded me of myself for some reason.

He will be missed.
I think im doing some painting tonight so hopefully i&#39;ll remember to put him up.
rest is peace, may your slumber bring you resolve.

09-23-2004, 06:58 PM
i kno this aint good, the hi-lighter dident show up..and i spelt his name wrong... but im jus tryin 2 show some respect...

09-23-2004, 07:07 PM
rip zewl....

09-23-2004, 07:07 PM
im sur any type of respect goes along way kay....props on the sketch


09-23-2004, 07:08 PM
nice kay

09-23-2004, 07:12 PM
Quit worrying about whether it&#39;s good...I think it&#39;s really good to tell you the truth...but hey, I&#39;m going to attempt to a doa piece for him this weekend...and you know what? I haven&#39;t stopped shaking since I found out so this should be interesting...Just don&#39;t worry about whether it&#39;s good, no one cares about skill at this time...it&#39;s about remembering Justin...

09-23-2004, 07:16 PM
i still cant belive zewl is dead
when i first came to this site i would just sign on hoping he woudl post some of his amazing stuff...i mean although i never met him i respected him and i read all his posts religiuosly..he was a great writer and i actually cared about what he had to say..i think everyoen on bombing science will miss him
rip zewlah

09-23-2004, 07:19 PM
If it could just sink in, I think I could work stuff out better...but I jsut can&#39;t believe it. It&#39;s bad enough knowing he&#39;s gone...but knowing he did it himself...and in such a way...it&#39;s just tearing me up...My head won&#39;t stop pounding and I can&#39;t control my tears...everything is really messed up right now and I just hope everything will make sense soon...

09-23-2004, 07:21 PM
ive never have someon that i know die...and although i really didnt know him apart from his art work and his bombs in mtl....i feel sad i just dnt understand how any one coudl take their own life away

09-23-2004, 07:26 PM
i think zuel was one of the best writers one here, becuase from the amount of pieces he had shown, it looked like he actually particpated in the act of graffiti i really wish i had a chance to talk to him or sumtin

09-23-2004, 07:30 PM
R.I.P ZEWL..........

just some lyrics to a song i found to be very fitting at a time like this


In Life and Death are our thoughts with you, and we&#39;re still here.
A love and a loss of a lifelong brother.
Our World turned upside down, we couldn&#39;t hit the ground AND RUN&#33;&#33;
A love and a loss of a lifelong brother.

In our hearts won&#39;t let the memories fade away.
A promise to ourselves, won&#39;t let the memories fade away.

A lesson learned that life is fleeting
A crash and fall and search for meaning

Reaching back to stop this all, a time to sleep, a place to fall....never will you be forgotten.
A lifelong loss in momments grace, we bind our hearts, your resting place...forever you will stay and always be.
AND ALWAYS BE&#33;&#33;

Cuts and Bruises don&#39;t mean the end
From hearts to heaven our message send.

Cuts and Bruises don&#39;t mean the end.
It hurts to lose a friend

From hearts to heaven our message fucking send.

09-23-2004, 07:30 PM
It&#39;s alot harder dealing with all of this when you were friends with the person and you spent time with the person and painted with them and everything...it&#39;s so messed up because everything seems very hollow and empty now...it feels like someone came along and stole your sunshine...

09-23-2004, 07:36 PM
^ thats messed up man. this shit sucks, i feel so bad i didnt even know the guy. talked to him a couple of times but thats it. rip

09-23-2004, 07:40 PM

09-23-2004, 07:49 PM

09-23-2004, 07:53 PM

Im pretty speachless about this whole incident...i never got to meet Justin in person,but like many of u i did first meet him on this forum a while ago.we kept talking and that turned into talkin on the phone.He was an amazing person, and even tho i never met him in person i felt i didnt need to because i felt so close to him. He had a tremendous love for cats,and his heart was so pure, he was the most genuine person i have ever met. There was and still is somthing so special about him,and i wish he coulda have seen that.Im very grateful i at least got to talk with him on the phone about a week ago, he had a great laugh..it was so contageous, and i wish i could hear it jus one more time...Justin was a beautiful person inside and out..his thoughts,values,and beliefs are extremely rare to find.He was so compasionate and thoughtful. i feel very blessed that i got the chance to have someone like Justin come into my life,he impacted me,and inspired me greatly..his talent was above most i have seen..and his love for it was too.I cared for Justin emmensly,along with many others i am sure,My heart goes to everyone who knew him,and that is affected by this..and to Justin,i&#39;ll never forget you,and you will always have a place in my heart,just like u always have..
Rest In Peace Justin..I&#39;ll miss u more than you know...Love always..

09-23-2004, 08:00 PM

R.I.P Zuel..you will be forever missed

09-23-2004, 08:21 PM
yeah R.I.P. dude

09-23-2004, 08:38 PM
Rest in Peace Just One.
we&#39;ll miss you.

09-23-2004, 08:40 PM
I didn&#39;t want to believe, i guess i still can&#39;t.
I keep hoping he&#39;s here in ottawa, but ...........

09-23-2004, 08:45 PM
RIP Zewl

Just saw one of his tags today before I heard about what happened.

I was just thinking nice spot... keep bombing in the afterlife.

09-23-2004, 09:25 PM
I keep wishing and praying that none of this is real...I just can&#39;t come to grips with it. I just can&#39;t believe it. I loved him so much. He was one of the best friends I ever had...he saved my life a few times and I did the same...but I didn&#39;t this time...I couldn&#39;t this time...I feel so totally lost without him. Especially knowing I&#39;ll never see him again. It&#39;s so unreal. I can&#39;t believe he&#39;s really gone. Justin was such a rare person to find. Everything about him was soo lovely. His smile was something so bright that you couldn&#39;t help but smile along with him. You heard him talk and it just made you feel really good and it made you feel safe. Justin was utterly one in a million. I feel so horrible that I never got to say goodbye. At least most of the people replying in this got to speak with him recently...and I feel so utterly useless in the fact that I can&#39;t attend his funeral. I loved him very much and he has a real big place in my heart. I can&#39;t believe I&#39;m missing my last chance to see him...I wish so badly that I could tell him how much I&#39;ll miss him...and I guess good bye is all there is now...and I wish that wasn&#39;t how it was...The good lord giveth and the good lord taketh away, I suppose...And everything happens for a reason, so Justin has got to be happier now...

09-23-2004, 10:09 PM
its sad that a great hope of the next graffiti generation died.
r.i.p zewl

09-23-2004, 10:21 PM
I&#39;m so very sorry to hear about this. My heart goes out to his family and friends. I just met Justin, by chance, for the first time at the bus station about a month and a half ago. We only talked for a minute or so, but I was really happy to meet him. At first, I was happy to meet him just because his graffiti and his crews&#39; graffiti have been an inspiration to me and his stuff was the first and only reason I got hooked on bombing science. But, what was a lot cooler was that I could tell right away that he was a really nice, down-to-earth guy. He really seemed like a dude I wanted to be friends with. When I told him that I loved his metro shit and that I thought it was "hard-core", his face totally lit up.

I&#39;m sorry if I&#39;m talking too much for someone that doesn&#39;t really know him. I just also lost a friend to suicide really recently, like barely over a month ago and I dunno, I&#39;m just really happy to hear stories about her from anyone. I can relate to what everybodie&#39;s feeling.

Trou, if you&#39;re reading this, you&#39;ve probably figured out who I am. I just wanted to tell you in particular that I&#39;m sorry for your loss and for Justin&#39;s family and friends&#39; loss. If you just need someone to talk to, you can message me on this board.

May Justin rest in peace.

its about time
09-23-2004, 10:22 PM

coming to a wall very soon

by sect ^^^^

09-23-2004, 10:48 PM
werd.. this is the shit right here is neon?

09-23-2004, 11:34 PM
RIP Zeuwlr

Fuk i cant believe that...oath can you send me the news paper clip if u have it in my e-mail [email protected]
Feel so sorry for u i know its was a good friend and partner.

09-23-2004, 11:57 PM
i cant say we did see eye to eye on things, but i cant deny the fact that you had talent.
the fact of the matter everybody is that the montreal graff scene has lost a major up and coming kid, and more importantly justin&#39;s family and the people he was close with have lost a son and friend.
nothing worse than a waste of talent.
RIP justin aka zueler.

09-24-2004, 12:02 AM
howd he do himself in?

09-24-2004, 12:09 AM
Originally posted by [email protected] 23 2004, 11:02 PM
howd he do himself in?
is that any of your concern? that is personal business of close friends and family.

09-24-2004, 12:33 AM
hey "its about time" thanks for posting that, i was just about to post it and saw it was already here....

again Rest In Power, its weird, i never really got to know him besides on bombing science, but hearing about his death has just had an impact on me, ive had a weird feeling all day about this, finding it hard to concentrate on anything at work, and just kinda in a daze about it all. my deepest sympathies go out to justins friends and families at this time, i cant even begin to fathom what they&#39;re feeling right now. as hard as it must seem, its just gotta be taken one day at a time, ive lost a lot of family in the years and recently lost a friend in a car accident and found that thats the best way to deal with loss. just go with it one day at a time, find friends or family to talk to about it. just anything to vent and release your emotions.

09-24-2004, 12:43 AM
if there&#39;s anyone who can give me the proper spelling of his full last name please it would be great. I&#39;m thinking of getting ink done for this man and i want to make sure i&#39;ve got everything in check.

09-24-2004, 12:55 AM
I still cant believe hes gone...but here...i done like a dozen of them....ill put in on a wall this weekend


09-24-2004, 12:55 AM
Originally posted by toys&#39;R&#39;[email protected] 23 2004, 03:44 PM
"it&#39;s always the good ones that have to die" -RZA
tru, rza is always right

R.I.P. Justin ONE LOVE

09-24-2004, 01:07 AM
thats a very, very nice sketch

09-24-2004, 02:30 AM
Hey, Mind...I can...

Justin Berthiaume

and That is the proper spelling...I have one of his high school student ID cards here with me RIGHT now...so yeah...there yeah go...I&#39;m getting a sketch he did for me actually turned into a tattoo and put across my shoulder blades...2 years of my life he was one of my best friends...he deserves the respect...Yeah..anyways...

09-24-2004, 02:34 AM
I never met him ... but we had our 5 in the morning chats ... and he kept the competition hot in a number of sketch battles... i was always jealous of how he could write seemingly any word with impecable style... i wish we had had the chance to paint together .. rip zewler :(


09-24-2004, 02:38 AM
dude that characters fuckin dope&#33;&#33;&#33;&#33; pyro that shits ill

09-24-2004, 03:02 AM
Aight here&#39;s something I put together in memory of Zweler..

"The sound of your laughter now echo&#39;s in my head as if for me to always remember,
Yet another tragedy that has me clenching my chest chasing after breath in the month of September,
And maybe I&#39;m to scared to let go of the past so in turn I&#39;m being a marauder,
But you got to hold the sun before you ever held my daughter,
And granted I&#39;m a man I would never let that discourage me,
To walk together hand in hand down the plank on uncertainly,
And having known you disregarded this planet as being round as myth,
In the end it only makes sense that some one heaven sent would have to eventually find his way up off of this bitch,
Had you only gave me a hint to those thoughts which you harvested with in,
I wouldn&#39;t have took for granted those chapters of your life we barley came to skim,
Together we planted the seed in this earth of inherited lies,
But only to grow a family tree to watch you soon hang from it&#39;s loose ties,
For everytime you opened my eyes and vividly allowed me to see,
And taught me to question everything as long as suicide wasn&#39;t an answer nor key,

It&#39;s cause of you and the friendship that you allowed me to borrow,
That makes me learn as if I were to live for ever but live life as if I were to die tomorrow...

Run for the hopes of a better tomorrow,
Run for the hopes that will leave a trail of truth for today&#39;s youth to follow,
Run for the HOPES that in due time are sinking hard ships will find its way out of the water that&#39;s shallow,

I miss the late night talks and the sage like advice,
All the time we sat in the dark and discussed the true meanings of life,
While drowning our own sarrows in a bottle only to loose sight of that light,
The one in due time I would find out you secretly desired,
From all of which others inspired,
I can&#39;t help but feel as if I played a part in fueling that bridge before you set it on fire,
If only we could go back and take a close evaluation of your fears,
Instead of leaving those behind chin deep in a sea of their tearssss,
And I wouldn&#39;t take a day back that we talked and justified are sins,
I just regret that it will be some time before were able to do so again,
And when we would find away to strike away each others terror,
You where my trial for every time I found myself standing noose deep in error,
For everytime we saw that light and decided to consciously walk,
I couldn&#39;t have guessed in a million years, for a million tears, that one day it would finally stop.....

It&#39;s cause of you and the friendship that you allowed me to borrow,
That makes me learn as if I were to live for ever but live life as if I were to die tomorrow...

Run for the hopes of a better tomorrow,
Run for the hopes that will leave a trail of truth for today&#39;s youth to follow,
Run for the HOPES that in due time are sinking hard ships will find its way out of the water that&#39;s shallow,

And no one will ever understand depths of this song,
I&#39;m just sorry I couldn&#39;t bring myself to tell you it all till you were already gone,
And thought I&#39;ll miss your laughter,
I wish I would have weighed the positives to negative before the math was after,
If anything else I&#39;ll continue playing this game as a pawn,
But no matter what I&#39;ll never find my self to tired to run.........

Keep running, for the hopes, for tommarow...
Keep running, for the truth, for the youth to follow...
Keep running for the hardships, in the water that&#39;s shallow...
KEEP RUNNING... for that friend ship you allowed me to borrow..."

(Rights reserved by its publisher...)

09-24-2004, 07:29 AM
ill be sure to put up his name when im painting.

mr. she77
09-24-2004, 09:19 AM
first sketch since my psykaoz battle
excuse teh dirtyness and the handstyles look good in real life, there is also a hilighter forcefield you cant see. schooltime sketch.
RIP zewlah

09-24-2004, 09:27 AM

To all his friends and familly, live and be happy.

09-24-2004, 12:08 PM
i knew Justin well, i remember at the begining of my career, some of my ndg (gsm boys) hommies had beef with him, i got to know him him and stuff, he was a great person, i got my firends demsr and others to make peace and it went trew well. i started Gsm, i put him down since day one. Justin always had many talents and not just in grafff, but like Ekos said, he diden&#39;t know how much talent he had. And i remember at the beginign of this whole graff game, Justin always had potential, he would bust styles like busta would bust a rhyme. And what i liked of Justin was hes way of thinking.

Me and Zewlah always got along well, plus we spoke french to each other all the time like des real KEBECOIS......TER UN REAL, PEU IMPORTE KOI TU RESTERAS TOUJOURS DANS MON COEUR BRO

one love

09-24-2004, 12:46 PM
To anyone who would like to pay their last respects to Justin and his family these are the details for the wake and funeral. His family has left it open so anyone can come through. Please do
Maison Funeraire Alfred Dallaire
14370 Pierre Font BLVD (just ouest of st jean blvd)
Saturday wake 6pm-10pm
Sunday wake 10am-10pm
Monday wake 9-11
mass 11

09-24-2004, 12:49 PM
Originally posted by [email protected] 24 2004, 11:46 AM
To anyone who would like to pay their last respects to Justin and his family these are the details for the wake and funeral. His family has left it open so anyone can come through. Please do
Maison Funeraire Alfred Dallaire
14370 Pierre Font BLVD (just ouest of st jean blvd)
Saturday wake 6pm-10pm
Sunday wake 10am-10pm
Monday wake 9-11
mass 11
is this near the 211 ? on st jean ?

stink fingers
09-24-2004, 01:11 PM
one love... R.I.P ZEUL

09-24-2004, 01:18 PM
Rest In PeacE Zewlah

09-24-2004, 03:22 PM
I have a friend that was pretty damn close to Justin...this is doing him in pretty harsh as well...but, before Justin attempted to do it last time...he asked my friend to promise him something...Every year, year to year, to put up RIP Zewl...my friend guesses that&#39;s one of the reasons he did it on his birthday...I mean...I&#39;m not saying you guys have to, and he never asked all of us to do it, but fuck it, I don&#39;t care, I&#39;m gonna do it...I was going to go downtown and do his piece today but I still couldn&#39;t stop shaking...my hands are still a tad too numb. But tomorrow...Yeah...tomorrow...

I really wish I could attend his funeral...I never got to say good bye...but a friend of mine is doing me a favour so I guess that&#39;ll be my good bye...I&#39;m sorry for everyone&#39;s loss...I still can&#39;t believe this has happened...

09-24-2004, 03:51 PM

09-24-2004, 04:23 PM
boner wasnt in kw before with loker,dyal anker and other...

this is the shit right here
09-24-2004, 05:19 PM
some stupid kid who goes out by the name acteh(also on the forums) did a tag over a zuel blockletter at tsn wall recently. all i can say is.... KICK HIS HEAD IN &#33;&#33;&#33;

09-24-2004, 05:41 PM
Originally posted by [email protected] 24 2004, 02:30 AM
Justin Berthiaume
Thank you very very much. Is there any crazy french accents on any letters or anything....and correct me if i&#39;m wrong please..

Justin "Zewl" Berthiaume
09/21/84 - 09/21/04


09-24-2004, 06:37 PM

09-24-2004, 06:53 PM
No, just the way I did it. I really like your sketches mind...

Mr. pink
09-24-2004, 06:58 PM
. . . . dammn . . . never got to talk to him much . . . but i . . . . he had mad skills . . . . my deepest sympathies to those who knew him . . . may his soul rest in peace . . .

Mister Elmo
09-24-2004, 08:27 PM
Rest In Peace Justin... Too many people dying lately, I didn&#39;t know Zuel but he seemed like an awesome dude, my heart goes out to his family and friends.

09-24-2004, 08:29 PM
heyy okok yohh c pas moua le criss ki a writer sur le zuel
jlai vu hier souar kand shu aller faire de koua lah bas ak mes friends pis jdevait meet dotres monde pis lah jarrive pis jai vu ca sur zuel
*acteh cac*

i dont even write CAC
and i am not toy like dat guy who wrote on zuell
il post one of my tag soon
to see dats not mee
and yohh i prime dat acteh
and i just wrote rip for zuell

and i know zuel a bit i meet him once like 1 month before dat tragike momentt
we talk together and stuff
why the fuck i will cross him out

once again
Rest In Peace zeWlah &#33;
a rip zuel will be done soon by mee

laterr &#33;&#33;

09-24-2004, 08:35 PM
its not acteh.. he did not tag on the full letter zeul
i know it because the handstyle of acteh is different from the fake acteh cac..

09-24-2004, 09:53 PM
yo isnt there someone from CAC on here cas i remeber saying GOD that crew must get made fun of alot for having a crew name that woulc like cack (cock with an axcent)

mr. she77
09-24-2004, 10:19 PM
i stil cant believe hes dead. RIP again.