Drugs are an experience overall HOw can someone who hasn't gone through the experience really know what it is? You can't live in the suburbs and understand the struggles of someone who was brough up in a gang It was their life not yours so you can't really relate. That's why I hate when people do all their "research" on the internet about drugs No amount of research can really prepare you for a trip or an experience It's something you live through you know? You can't just hop in and say things should be this way or that because you've never been there. You haven't been at that point you havn't lived through that so stop trying to justify it one way or the other Drugs arn't even so much a discussion to me unless the person you're discussing with has been through it You can't understand what you havn't seen.
the fuck are you talkin about research iv done more than my share of drugs. but if i ever felt that shit getting too much control over me i put myself in check. and i was never retarded enuff to try heroine cuss we all know wat that shit dose
...why are you still preaching on here i think its pretty obvious noone cares about your opinion you can have something to say when you know what is like to have that needle in your arm until then shut the fuck up because you simply dont know when you got nothing else to live for a shot is your only best friend
wen u got nutin else to live for start a new life stupid never thought id see the day a bunch of junkies try and talk down to me doing drugs isnt this big profound secret only u cunts know about
You're a fucking idiot for NOT doing research before you did a drug, Yarbles. You live through the experience and learn from it alot easier AFTER you know what the fuck you're taking. You don't necessarily NEED to know what certain things to look for when taking a drug, but it is probably safer to do so. Especially for the weak-minded/ inexperienced. Sounds like you and Fuck the fame over here needed to do some research before you both messed shit up. And FTF---You knew what was in that needle, man. And you knew before you injected that that drug was a dead-end road, and only pain and an empty wallet would come from it. Even if you were down on your luck, or at your wits end, or at rock-bottom, you still knew it'd only get worse after you started injecting. And both you and fuck the fame are just speaking out the top of your heads. You think you have experience, Yarbles? With what? Nothing I'd care to even gather, I'm sure. Sounds like it just fucked you up in the end, so you can keep your life or experiences or whatever. Why don't you both just sit back and do some research before you do any other shit that you'll regret, learn what the shit does to your mind and body, learn some common sense, think before you type. People have opinions, deal with it. This isn't the fucking Drug Argument thread. Its a discussion, and you guys are just straight up not making any sense whatsoever. oh, and fuck the fame, I have to say it: you're a retard. Just from that one post. Shut up, you're just a big ass case of butthurt. Even Yarbles is making more sense than you about this, I can actually see where he's coming from to a degree. You? You're just dumb, you don't need to have a syringe of scag in your vein before you can have an opinion on it. I'm sure people that haven't done it have a pretty good mind-set about that or whatever drug you're talking about anyways. So you know what? I'll say it for you. Sorry guize, I don't know what I'm talking about. I should have never done the drug in the first place. I wouldn't be so bitter if I would have just listened to my conscience and stayed away. Thank you, and good night. We need a Heroin/crack/meth/regrets thread pronto, get this shit outta here.
What I'm saying is there's no amount of research that can prepare you for a drug experience So how can you talk about addiction like you have a merit Like I said you've never been in the situation I'm just telling all you guys to watch your backs Drugs take the problems away that's why they're so dangerous I mean shit I'm still addicted to fucking xanax I can't even sleep an hour at night without a couple of bars. Also I'm not even trying to talk down to you I've just seen this shit happen and I want to try my best to steer people away. Oh wait I thought I was arguing with kabre hah So I am talking down to you Honestly how can you get mad that I'm trying to watch out for your safety.
Just stay safe man, thats what I'd like for everyone to do. Get OFF those xanax's unless you have a prescription, and even then I would try to ween off of them. Benzos are nothing to be fucking around with. Extremely addicting mood-stabilizers. Mhmmm. Fuuuck. I know a dude who takes 3 2mg bars 3 times daily, takes valium and suboxone on top of that. If he doesn't take his xanax, he'll go into seizures. The dudes only in his mid-20s and he can't find his way around Knoxville (the city he's been living in most of his life in) for shit, he doesn't have a job, been in and out of rehab several times... been through several addictions and he's probably going to be on xanax and the rest of his prescribed meds for the rest of his life. its just not something I'd want to become, its not something I'd want anyone to become. Its just straight up sad seeing people caught up in addiction. Watch out for your own safety, know your limits, you honestly don't have to worry about anyone else. At least not online. Get out of the shit you're in, realize you can sleep. Smoke bud, take a benadryl. There are always safer routes. Trust me, I've taken my fair share of shit, but I know its place in my life. Nothings going to control me ever again. I had a bad run-in with DXM, I know that seems like sissy shit to alot of you cats but its basically PCP. Its a cough supressant, a CNS depressant. I was tripping on it almost daily, at higher plateau doses most of the time. Driving, going to friends' houses, conversating (or trying to, if you were taking it like I did, your voice gets stupid-slurred and you run words together. You look like a straight dumbfuck, 'robo-walking' and whatnot) I was basically functioning in a completely different state of consciousness just about every day, 2 or 3 times a week sometimes. And I'd always steal it. I was like "Heyyy. Free drugs man trip balllz good vibez!" Why not, you know? I was looking for happiness and enlightenment in the wrong places. I was blind to my own self-destructive behavior for a 'high'. This psychological breakdown lasted around 6 months. In the end, during my last trip it was extremely sensory-depriven and dark. It was death. I was convinced this drug was death. I don't know how to explain it. I lost myself for a while there, I wasn't the same. I was extremely depressed and in a haze for a couple weeks after cutting that shit off. I felt completely changed, I still do. I feel like its given me slight anxiety when I smoke heavy indicas, my heart races. Tachycardia. Hypertension. I'm pretty sure its damaged my heart/ central nervous system in some way, although I've been to the hospital 3 times, even had a catscan. No aneurysm, no nothing. I guess they were right but I still feel it. I'll probably never experience certain drugs how they're supposed to be experienced by a more pure or just less-experienced individual. Not fully, I feel like this drug is always going to be a part of me. Its my own fault, I have nobody to blame but myself. All said and done, I still have a good amount of respect for DXM. It changed me and how I view the world and every person living in it. The human-drug relationship. Prioritization of my life. Everything. It even surpassed my single experience with LSD. Although LSD is a completely different experience, at high sub-anaesthetic doses, DXM is just something else entirely. So I do know psychological addiction fairly well. I'm not completely unexperienced or whatever you want to call it. I've kind of been there pretty bad myself.
I smoked a fat pound yesterday homie haha. Did it out my water pipe. I didnt use water though. Smoked that shit straight ash. Naw mean?
Stay green, 'homie'. @Yarbles- man I know you're bar'd out just by re-reading your message. Come back when you can think more clearly, bro. Drugs don't take the problems away when you abuse them, they just add more weight. And yes, research can most definitely better prepare you for an experience, are you kidding? Take a dive into chemistry, brother. Learn how your mind and body work, learn how those drugs may affect your mind and body BEFOREHAND. Before you decide that 'hey, I've found the drug that works for me', do your homework.
motherfucker shut the fuck up i just got back from the hospital because my friend fucking overdosed on liquid methadone and is fucking dead retarded? tell that to his fucking family no one wants to hear your fucking bullshit
I really thing dudes point is to do some research, know yourself,know as much about what your about to put in your body as you can. Because in the end it was you who put the drug in your body that ultimately lead to your situation. Addiction effects everyone differently some people its a gradual thing they never even see, for others it grabs them by the balls and goes straight to hell. You can't fully understand how addiction is going to effect YOU till you've been there. So think about it maybe a lil research and knowing your personality might help when its time to rail up and blow some lines, you may go hmmm I really love this high, I also know I have a pretty additive personality, the research I did showed me that this drug is Highly addictive I should be careful with it. For others we don't dip are toes in the shallow in and then decide, we just cannonball and freeze are nuts off. Everyone's a lil different man we don't all learn the same way.
yarbles point, you not gonna get the full experience until you've experienced it and no amount of research or reading will prepare you. el chup's point that a lil knowledge of one's self, the drug, and how it may effect you can help prepare you or make a better decision about doing it. sketch point one should be able to keep themselves in check aka will power. All good points but all don't pertain to everyone, which is my point. stop jumping up each others assholes and use this thread as a place to share knowledge, experience or even ask questions that someone who has been there can answer.
Yeah I'm prescribed to them which makes it that much worse. The docs wont even ween me off them it makes no sense. and I know exactly what you mean about DXM that shit fucks with your mind I still feel like things are pulling forward or back if I'm sitting and staring at something. and I know the death too I died saw my funeral and went through every "family" type person in my life and lived as they would when I was at the funeral idk man there's something sad about not being able to see your dad as your "dad" that hurt my head alot.
Truthh, man i like this guy. hahaha. EDIT: but forreal, we need to drop the subject and get back to what this threads 'bout instead of madd arguing.
you guys are fucking fags...quit arguing let the kids do what they want...less idiots around the better edit, beat me to it ****...great minds mafuckaaa
same old same old man...not wroking, running low on cash madd chillen n'ameannnnn? It's been awhile ****y-poo i hope all is up to par @ your end. anyways back on topic jenkem...