
Originally Posted by
junkbox
Good subject I'd say, although I don't know where to begin.
I've stuggeled a lot with my world view at the core, not like, finding my own world view, one that suits me (although I suppose thats part of it). My view of the world, the way in which I perceive/d it, was/is flawed to the point it became/becomes increasingly hard to live. But I'm getting better.
Hitler... hmm. I'm not condoning the mans actions, but I'd like to think sometimes someone is just so fucked up that their attempts to correct that lead to all kinds of horrible shit. So, an essential part of my personal philosophy deals with understanding people, their problems, and trying to help them actualize their limitless potential while at the same time maintaining myself, and reaching for the same goals. Sometimes its hard to balance, you know, universal love, altruism, with taking care of yourself.
I try to expand, grow, go for constant elevation, be mindful in general and pay heed to what I perceive to be life's divinity. Ponder the mysteries of existence.
Staying positive is key. What I now view as cool synchronicities, a nod from GOD or whatever it may be, I once saw as proof that I needed to destroy myself. I spent a bit of time as close to Hell as I've ever been, and I try not to go back, and be aware of who may be there themselves and how to avoid what might keep people there or take them to that place.
It may sound corny , the ol' love/hate dichotomy, as a matter of fact I think I saw a post on here clowning on an image of some kid with LOVE & HATE four-finger rings [EDIT: Seems this is just someones signature? I guess the LOVE/HATE knuckle tattoos are a bit over done, but if thats what you're feeling go for it big daddy], but I've been an unbalanced scale of self-loathing and a kind of love & kindness. Duality in general and its pervasiveness is more than worth noting. I haven't dug into it much.
How this shapes my actually style, I'm not sure.. I'm big on curves & hearts, kind of a loopy fluid acid-style. As far as what motivates me, call me a untrue to the game or whatever but I don't care much for smashing shit, I've always loved chill walls and attempts to master the piecing part of this craft.
I'm just recently coming into my own, spiritually/philosophically AND with my writing. Still much work to do in realm of real-world relationships though.
Thats just a bit, I hope to reflect on this more later..
Take care writers.
side note while here: I fear I may've came off as a weirdo and/or made improper assumptions that irked you as I haven't heard back from you scipl, I still hope to.
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