1. im a fucking idiot.
2. i ask get advice whether i want it or not, and i disregard it. see number 1.
3. i dont understand when im told something, not because i cant comprehend it, but because i dont want to believe it and am persistent in my ideals.
4. the only time ive ever been moved enough to want something so bad ever in my live that i get up and at'em, its something that i will never get, feel reciprocated, or even wanted. although i am told i am a nice guy, although just not nice enough for them. ill apparently make someone else really happy.
5. i give and give and give and never ever get anything in return. for anything. or so im told.
6. im a problem solver, although how can i solve other problems when i cant even solve my own?
7. i feel relatively sorry for myself, at what, i dont know.
8. i shouldnt be mad right now, although i am.
9. i make big deals and stress about stupid shit a lot to the point it overcomes me.
10. i feel like a failure and have poor self esteem.
11. i have mommy didnt love me enough issues.