HAHAHAHAOriginally posted by TalibKweli@Sep 14 2006, 02:57 PM
...a pill to make u numb....
HAHAHAHAOriginally posted by TalibKweli@Sep 14 2006, 02:57 PM
...a pill to make u numb....
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Originally Posted by wasterthehater
:lol:Originally posted by GeSuS_KRiST@Sep 15 2006, 03:08 AM
''Justify this rage that's roaming over
Empty all your world, empty out your soul
To sacrifice it all for the sake of others
And no one gives a fuck that my life is over''
Logan Thomas Hendrix, 18 - Suicide - RIP Aug 11, 2006
Published: Fri, 15 Sep 2006
Suicide #64
Suicide Method: Undetermined
Age: 18
Location: Los Lunas, NM
Related Article(s): Ellie, the girl who broke his heart, Tribute Profile, Tribute Website, Letter to Ellie from Logan's Older Sister, Gregory, the "other man", Obituary, Death Notice
Suicide Note:
Thursday, August 10, 2006
this is the end
Current mood:crushed
this is the end for me, my suicide note, my world has ended, the woman i love has left me for another man, she has lied to me for a week... my friends amy and shawn moyer the only ones brave enough to tell me the truth, thank u. and to gregory, ur are an asswipe and when i see u in hell, i shall personally add to youre torture, and i shall be ur overseer in hell. godbye goodnight and i guess when i next see u guys again, it shall be in hell
i loved u with all my heart elli, and u shattered it bye lying to me if u had only told me the truth 3 days ago, nun of this would have happened, goodbye again
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Note from Logan's Older Sister, Star:
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Goodbye to my baby brother.
Current mood: guilty
Logan is indeed gone. He has left us all behind to pick up the pieces of his heartbroken, shattered life. So many questions left to be unanswered. So many "whys" and "what ifs"....
I am Logans sister..oldest sister..."Star".
I need to vent..to let out my anger and frustrations..to stop hating this child my brother was in love with. I say child because that is exactly what she is. You played my brothers emotions like a finly tuned violin and i will hate you every day from here until i can be with my brother again. He did nothing but love you, treasure you, adore you and you threw it all right back in his face. He is gone because of you and I will NEVER forgive you. I hope one day i can see and realize what it was about you that made him love you so deeply...so deeply that when you left him you took his life. I will never understand this.
I had to go identify him today. He is and always will be such a beautiful spirit. Even in death he has a beauty around him that no one will ever know. He is my baby brother. HE IS MY BABY BROTHER! I miss my baby brother.
For all of you that were good to Logan, I want to thank you..from all of us here. All of his family.
Logan has 3 neices & 2 nephews..all under the age of 10, that will never get to know what a beautiful person he is..was..
this is all still so sureal.
My baby brother is gone...but NEVER to be forgotten!
I love you Lo..so much..so much..i need you, i need to hold you, to hug you, to let you know that your life meant so much to so many..you will always be my baby.
Always with you...always thinking of you...and now forever missing you.
Star
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Ellie's Response:
oh believe me if i were you i'd go kill me and smash me into a wall. I hate myself too.. i loved him and i was gods mistake and i know no sorry will fix anything. I tried to take my life twice because i literally cant live with out him, and in my dreams i see him and i want to be where he is. I want to give up the world for him and i continue trying untill i get it right cause i have NO desire to live after this. I feel so hurt and the fact i hurt all his family and friends. I know you hate me I hate me too so dont feel bad about it.
Posted by //JuSt Me// on Wednesday, August 16, 2006 at 6:54 PM
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Star's Response to Ellie:
YOU of all people have NO right to even TRY and play this pity shit with me you FUCKING WHORE! YOU CHEATED ON MY BROTHER, LIED TO HIM, AND KILLED HIM! YOU DONT DESERVE ANY FUCKING PITY AND CERTANLY WONT GET ANY FROM ME! I am NOT my mother nor my sister ..they have things I DONT..thats understanding, forgiveness..etc. IF YOU WANTED SO BADLY TO DIE THEN YOU WOULDNT BE ALIVE STILL! You are nothing but a game player. I have NO sympathy for you. The only reason I dont wish death upon you is because you have a child..and I would hate for your family to go through the pain we are all going through here.
Now grow the fuck up, get your head out of your ass and become a mother to the child my brother would have loved and adored if ever givin the chance. CHANGE YOUR LIFE, ELLI!
My brother loved you more than you could ever imagine and because he wasnt a fucking calvin klien model you shit on him! But yet he loved you, and I will always respect that. He ended his life because of the love he had for you..do something about it instead of this "waa waaa..i loved him..now let me TRY to kill myself by drinking a gallon of vodka..or slice my arm the wrong way for attention." pity game youre playing.
Leave my family alone. Please just leave us alone, Elli. PLEASE! Dont call Amber and tell her youre going to kill yourself..do you know how badly that freaked her and my mother out? I am sure youre hurting too, maybe even more so than we are..which you deserve to be..but QUIT BEING A SELFISH CUNT!
Elli you have to understand where my anger is coming from. I am his OLDEST sister. I am 10 years older..I wiped his ass..I was there for his first steps, his first words..he is my baby still. You know when he was 4 years old I had a real jerk boyfriend and he came into my room and would lay with me while I would cry over this guy. One day we were at a store and he grabbed my hand..at four years old..and told me.."sissy if any other guy ever hurts you I will beat him up!" When my ex-husband had an affair on me and I thought my world was coming down he was there to hold me and tell me I would be all right..but where was I when YOU CRUSHED HIS WORLD? I was 800 miles away. I WASNT THERE! I do hate you. I hate you much more than I could ever imagine hating anyone. But I dont wish death upon you. Infact I hope you live a long life..with him haunting your thoughts every second of every day.
One day I will forgive you, because I promised my brother I would. My revenge will be knowing that you will NEVER forgive yourself.
Do not show up to his service tomorrow. You are not wanted there..by me..
Star
The patron saint of mediocrity.
what the fuck?
Its a lot like that time when you're in middle school and your first girl friend breaks up with you for another kid. You'll think about killing yourself to get attention and make your ex sorry but you won't actually do it. This kid carried through with it.
The patron saint of mediocrity.
what a herb, he looks like a kid i it at a Hatebreed show once
that say sad..... in english that would mean, wow that story was sad and i can relate but this isnt english this is "t3h b0mbin9 5ci3nc3"Originally posted by E-Terror@Sep 15 2006, 03:43 PM
what the fuck?
heres something to cheer u up
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That dude is bugging the FUCK out, sweatin balls, pale face, crazy eyes, and hes wearing a 1 piece suit, you know hes buggin.
The patron saint of mediocrity.
you know thats soooooo PVD in the background.... or maybe its not even trance maybe it HHC... who knows with those kids anyways... kid probably got slipped some dxm pills hahahahahahaha that would be awesome....
awesomely funny...... only cas its happened to me and if i didnt trip alot id wigg the fuck out but hey, you know us where moutain trolls we can handle anything
right salvo, right gesus
yeah stright grillin pool side, polish mafia style in the Fl keys suckahs
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...RIP WASTER12... Family Forever
crazy car
Crazy Car Clip
''Justify this rage that's roaming over
Empty all your world, empty out your soul
To sacrifice it all for the sake of others
And no one gives a fuck that my life is over''
fucking a, why would u do that
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...RIP WASTER12... Family Forever
attention whore!
''Justify this rage that's roaming over
Empty all your world, empty out your soul
To sacrifice it all for the sake of others
And no one gives a fuck that my life is over''
*looks at my post count*
i now see.... i now see!
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...RIP WASTER12... Family Forever
Originally posted by GeSuS_KRiST+Sep 15 2006, 05:05 PM--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (GeSuS_KRiST @ Sep 15 2006, 05:05 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteBegin-E-Terror@Sep 15 2006, 03:43 PM
what the fuck?
that kid looks like this douche from my school
<span style=\'color:yellow\'>DE.KREW.204!</span>
this is greatOriginally posted by GeSuS_KRiST@Sep 15 2006, 05:31 PM
reminds me of something salvo would post
</div><table border=\'0\' align=\'center\' width=\'95%\' cellpadding=\'3\' cellspacing=\'1\'><tr><td>QUOTE (POSTMANSLUT5000 @ May 2 2006, 05:37 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id=\'QUOTE\'>because one of the rules on bombing science is "thou sha'll not have opinions"</td></tr></table><div class=\'signature\'>
cas salvos the man :wub:
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...RIP WASTER12... Family Forever
</div><table border=\'0\' align=\'center\' width=\'95%\' cellpadding=\'3\' cellspacing=\'1\'><tr><td>QUOTE (FaultO @ Sep 12 2006, 02:31 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id=\'QUOTE\'>that just reminds me of taking a shit and poking it down the drain.</td></tr></table><div class=\'signature\'>
yes get this thread back up and running
almost crashed fliping a bitch to get that hoe depot
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...RIP WASTER12... Family Forever
I love Emo bashing ... it's my favorite past time ...
HAHA
</div><table border=\'0\' align=\'center\' width=\'95%\' cellpadding=\'3\' cellspacing=\'1\'><tr><td>QUOTE (FaultO @ Sep 12 2006, 02:31 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id=\'QUOTE\'>that just reminds me of taking a shit and poking it down the drain.</td></tr></table><div class=\'signature\'>
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