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    loki, i totally get the whole oral fixation thing, i've got a terrible one too - i just sincerely love to be smoking something. its relaxing, stress relieving and otherwise i find myself chewing on my lip or sticking a pen or something in my mouth [keep the gay jokes to yourself]. also i just enjoy the act of smoking in itself, i dunno if its just a habbit or what but i really enjoy breathing smoke

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    i bite my nails

    smoking shake and resin today. probably will only get me high for all of 15 minutes

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    for reals man. and its a car thing too... I could be inside and not think about smoking, but as soon as I get in the car I'm itching for that fix. I chain smoke in the car. I cant even explain it haha, I just love the feeling of smoking. I'm addicted to the habit, not the nicotine. I could smoke anything and be satisfied haha.

    I used to bite my nails bad..its hard to play guitar with long nails. Real pain in the butt.
    I annihilate pen caps or any writing utensil for that matter.
    My most terrible habit is twirling my hair. I swear its obsessive compulsive...but who knows. I just can't ever stop doing it...I twirl the same strand for hours and hours, and then I rub it on my lips cause its so soft...(again with that oral fixation) I even went to therapy to kick the habit, but nothing works haha. All I know is that I do it less when I'm high...if I do it at all. But I've been doing it forever...way before I even knew of marijuana. If I'm not doing it, my lip tingles like it needs to be touched by my hair lmao...its psycho but then I have to do it or it feels like torture.
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    i love the act of smoking itself, along with the instant satisfaction it provides. im chewing up my lips or twirling a pen or picking at my eye brows or SOMETHING if i dont get that nervous relief from a bowl. its not an "addiction" showing physical symptoms, im just a mad stressed person about things nobody really worries about. so those are my nervous habits, and when i smoke i chill out and say fuckit. yeedig/

    holy shit i went off topic...

    yeah.... weed....
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    weed's cool.
    i don't want a signature.

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    you're just a really anxious person. Naturally, thats how I am as well. You're right, its not an addiction, its almost medical relief. I went to therapy for a long time for my anxiety, and when it all came down to it, smoking a little bit of marijuana really does help you chill. I know a lot of people who smoke weed just to bring themselves down a level. Marijuana helped a lot more than the attivan. Pills make me more anxious..putting that chemical in my body, ewwy. Makes me freak a little. Marijuana, I see that shit grow straight from the earth. Now thats what I'm talkin bout.

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    i can't read all these paragraphs when i'm jonesin' for a cig
    fuck you guys

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    Quote Originally Posted by Loki X Sho View Post
    you're just a really anxious person. Naturally, thats how I am as well. You're right, its not an addiction, its almost medical relief. I went to therapy for a long time for my anxiety, and when it all came down to it, smoking a little bit of marijuana really does help you chill. I know a lot of people who smoke weed just to bring themselves down a level. Marijuana helped a lot more than the attivan. Pills make me more anxious..putting that chemical in my body, ewwy. Makes me freak a little. Marijuana, I see that shit grow straight from the earth. Now thats what I'm talkin bout.
    Preach it, Sista'!!!

    i cant deal with pills. maybe for sleep, but only cause thats to an extreme where weed doesnt even help me. im trying to do something more natural, but without the help of westerm medicine, im kinda lost. tried a bunch of dif shit for my sleep and nothing seems to work. only the comedown off a shitty bud high puts me to a nap for a couple minutes.
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    well, personally, I smoke a bowl and make myself a cup of chamomile tea. Chamomile is a natural sleep aid. Also, a warm glass of milk with a little bit of honey helps too. Try it out.

    You're supposed to have a half hour between computer exposure and sleep as well...
    It helps to set up a night schedule. If you really want to sleep, then set a designated computer time, then go lay down for a little bit and draw or something. Thats what I do. Then I lay down and I go through my day from beginning to end in detail, and by the time I'm half way through I'm already asleep.
    If you really can't sleep, try meditation.

    For so long I complained about my insomnia until I realized that I wasn't helping it out at all.
    You let yourself have insomnia by doing all of these things at night other than sleeping.
    You have to at least try to get some shut eye.
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    i do both of the last ones listed. ill usually sit in bed, draw or doodle. breathe deep and go through my day. but my mind keeps running. guh. its fucking reversed. if my mind was half as active as it is when im trying to sleep id be fucking rolling in cash from new inventions.
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    does anyone else gain the ability to understand the universe and how things work when they get high?
    i swear to god smoking weed makes me a genius

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    sammeeeee hurr.

    you have no idea dude, i gain such a hightened sense of knowledge and how things work when im high. ill look at a super market and everything will go through in my mind in a SECOND on how the whole thing runs. i can sit for hours and philosophize about the univerese, life, love, etc.

    and ultimatly come to the destination in my mind that theres no point to shit, that one im in the ground, im left to the ghouls of the earth. no soul, notta. so might as well fuck everything while im still hurr.
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    haha totally.
    I analyze everything other worldly while under the influence of marijuana.
    I've had plenty of life altering realizations while high.

    When I get high I feel like I understand myself better, not just the universe.
    I feel like this body is just a shell for something much more complex than most can understand.
    I feel like my soul is old and wise. hmm.

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    anti is right on
    i don't just mean the universe. i mean just systems in general
    understanding why things are the way they are
    its hard to explain
    and makes me really wish i had a fresh bag

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    same negra. i feel like im far more complex mentally than anybody else percieves me as. that my body is just the container for me.

    mind and body ARE seperate... you can overcome pain with only thinking about it, you can slow your heartbeat just by thinking about it... your mind is the controlling mechanism for your body, ultimately anything you think, you can do thats still within the bounds of the physical world.

    if youll make it out alive, is something else...
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    I see what you mean. The physical being is your best tool. The mind, the control room, and the soul, the distraction. Thats where things get hazy for me, and most now that I think about it. We think too much, and we don't just do. The thought process should also be taken with a grain of salt, humans tend to over think everything and not just feel out a situation. If logic was meant to rule, then we wouldn't feel. I base life off of feelings, and I add logic to make the situation more clear.

    I put all three aspects into one perspective..Mind, body, and spirit all together as one.

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    last time i checked you were a women
    so you definately ain't using logic to deduce situations

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    I'm mo' man than you izz.

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    you just inferred you have a penis.

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    I do, a big black one,
    and I'ma smack you with it.


 

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