this is it for me plus i fuckin love offending people and fighting the system on a personal level..like obv my tag stickie etc isnt gonna change shit but if a little kid sees it n it plants a seed in his head or if some stuck up bitch soccer mom sees it n it ruins her whole day...powerful shit right there
i've been doing it to express myself ever since i ran out of pages in the diary my grandma gave me before she died.
i graff mainly because " I wont stop painting till the world looks the way it should, im on a mission to make heaven look like my neighborhood."
cuz when my brother died i needed a way to express my self cuz i keep my feelings bottled up ndd i thought i was cool but its mainly for the adrenaline rush ndd it makes me feel like im apart of this world
I paint to chill out. I go out alone, walk the city at night, and go places the layperson doesn't even know exist. Then I write my name to say I've been there. Doesn't matter if no one else sees it, I know it's there. It's a serene experience and somehow it helps me keep my grip on shit. Like my personal therapy or something. Or you go out, hit a heated spot and right as you pack up and walk away a pig turns the corner and creeps up starin at your work that isn't even a minute old and just keeps drivin. You just can't help but think.. "I win, fucker." Best feeling ever.
thats all it is, you want yourself and people seeing it, and thats the thrive for attention.. i dont think many people would do it if no one saw it. YAAAAAKNOOOOOW
To get out of my house, and away from everyone, and just do what I want. Also just seeing my work up the next day is an awesome feeling.