The fact that we're creatures on a planet makes me so depressed. I can't even go through every day life without breaking everything down to a science...and its driving me insane. Its the worst in the morning...when I think about all of the things i need to do in the day that don't matter anyway...and how fucked up and stupid human beings are with their money and set societies...PUKE. Every one learns about what we are in grade school..the planets, outer space... but as we grow they forget and get all caught up in this place...I feel like people think this is all that exists..when we're actually so fucking small. Dust. I don't even enjoy looking at the sky anymore. It makes me sick to feel that radial loneliness.
you think about that every morning? wow... i used to think about magnets when i woke up, till icp broke it down for me.
Every morning. Its fucked up. Someone talk to me about it...I need new thoughts. PM! Im like, really hung up on this crap. I try to ignore it, but its hard to when the sky is right over my head. Its like the universe is hanging over me all of the time... leaning over my shoulder, manipulating my mind. Its reached an obsessive point I guess...its in everything I do. Its really hard to talk to someone about this stuff face to face...even to my closest of friends. I just feel like they don't understand it on my level...I keep getting that "live your life to the fullest while you can" bs, and its like "dude, you think I don't know this.." I know man...I know everything anyone could possibly say to 'try and bring up my hopes'. I need someone who sees it like me, who is past my level of insanity, to break it down and just share with me.
Loki, I used to have the same problem, till I just fully accepted Jesus Christ as my savior....lmfao. Nah but honestly I just accepted this thought, I follow an existentialistic nihilistic train of thinking. While adversely following a relative symbolic interactionist veiw, basically meaning I DECIDE what means something to me, when, where and how, for nothing else really does, so I have to creat something. Thats what everyone else does anyway. Too me what actually means something is my interactions with friends and family. And thats really all that does. PM me your AIM name if yah wanna chat some more. I love philosophy, but most of yall have no fuckin clue what your talking about.
What do you guys think about a picture of a robot that says "corporate America" The robots dick and balls are exposed as if to say "i dont care" and he is flicking you off. Basically what im saying is that corporate america is a machine that dosent care what happens to your money cause you were stupid enough to give it to them in the first place. I was gonna make a poster of this and wheatpaste them everywhere. What do you guys think???
i dont think his dick and balls have to be out to show that he doesnt care. the middle finger said that much already.