18 days woo
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gonna do shrooms tody

 

we get ok shit through here sometimes, sad thing is i have like the best connect in my town , oh well it gets me high lol

 

you talkin bout shrooms or bud?

 

budd mofo this is the herbal thread why else would i spend my time here
but ya down here theres pretty bomb outs goin round everywhere but im sick of it i want some droski or kush,haze which ever

 

for the past while ive only been smokin kush, some good shit

 

i was talking about bud, we had some good shit trhough here a while back, tasted like some purp, going for $20 a gram here... it was some good shit though real fluffy.

 

I suggest you take the shiny wrapper off the pack before using it as filter, it comes off, I have the pack.

When you use paper that has a plastic coating on it, the plastic melts thus releasing some bullshit chemical into your lungs.

I suggest cue cards, they make the best clean filter.

 

LOL dude, you get ur shit for 20 a gram? i only sell strains for that much.. sorry bra, but ur gettin a rip off. but i would love to see some pics to make shur im right.

you naggers, i tricked the fuck out of you.
but yeah, my dad definatly is the kind of guy to do that. he would definatly fuckin do that hahaha

spring break on tuesday, leaving right after my last class to go to wets chester for a couple days, get fucked up,get high, get drunk and take it easy. pics later probly. ,yboys gettin 5 grams of some high mids, imight be getting some dro. this is gunna be fun seeing how this turns out. dont you?

 

nah dude, that shit on the last page i got for 85 an ounce, the purp i was getting for $20 a gram lol

 

fuckin ay, have to quit smoking for probation, i feel like a cracked out shitfucker everytime i don't burn. i find it hard to sleep. i feel the only way to quit is to rid of all my old friends that smoke. every time someones smoking a blunt around me i go insane. coke was an easier habit to kick than weed, it's fucking insane.

 

yeah i always freak if i run out of weed.. even if i'm getting more like 12hrs later.
its just the thought of being dry i guess

 

ya i get the shivers thinkin bout not smokin i feel really like i get really irritated by everythin if i dont smoke
but doin somethin always helps lol as long as i aint jus sittin there thinkin bout budd im good till i get home...................

 

i think that you all just got some mental problems... hahaha

CHECK THIS SHIT OUT
this was a letter a mom wrote to her son about his marijuana use.. its fuckin HILARIOUS

Hey GC, just got this letter from my mom, seeing as how she wont actually "talk" to me.. boy was it saddening to see what she thinks and what she has turned this whole situation into.. I dont know what the hell im going to do now
Here's the letter: everything in red is my argument/opinion



Dear Brandon,

You need to know that you cant do anything to make me love you more or make me love you less.

One part of my frustration as your mom is how much i love you; and it's because i love you that i am not willing to stand by on the sidelines and watch you throw away your life and your future. I have tried and tried to teach you responsibility and respect for yourself, but your actions and out right refusal to stop using marijuana has made me realize that all my efforts have been futile. As well, any of your solutions to this situation have created more problems to grow and get out of hand.

My biggest mistake was keeping you from honestly facing your problems, and you use of drugs (just marijuana, i dont do anything else) has allowed the problems to grow and get out of hand when you weren't looking. See, that's the problem with problems, they have a way of growing when you ignore them.

Maybe at the beginning you did use drugs (just marijuana) to be sociable with friends or to relax on the weekends, but think about how you react today when someone tells you something you dont want to her about your substance abuse. (which does not exist IMO) Why do you react that way? Are your defences preventing you from seeing whats realling happening in your life? How many times have you hear me ask:
"Are you stoned again?"
"Did you attend all your classes?"
"Did you smoke during or after school today?"

As your mom, i can see the negative impact marijuana is having on your life in the following ways:

You go to school, but not for the right reasons (Completely disagree, i understand the importance and attend because i dont want to live a life on minimum wage)

Your relationship with your family has become so awkward and diffucult, that in order to spend time with us you need to be high (again, i disagree i believe her alienation of me for smoking is what has caused the problems and awkwardness, and i find when im high im often more empathetic towards my familys' needs and i want to spend time with them, i do not DEPEND on marijuana to talk to my parents)

Your job is in jeprody, remember what L has said on several occasions, "brandon has the worst memory of any kid i know" (Not sure what is meant by this, i dont forget any part of my job, and i do not go to work high, the only time i forgot procedure was when i first started and everything was new, but that is to be expected i would think)

Your cell phone text messages are all about buying/sharing/using drugs. Almost all your contacts/friends are users and/or dealers. To make friends you need to be yourself, to make drugs friends... all you need is money (ive been in with those people in the past, had a couple epiphanies and seperated myself from them, i know the true meaning of friendship now and make my relationships accordingly so im not sure why this was brought up, as ive dealt with the problem)

Drugs users are the best liars and manipulators ever created. You are not invovled or interested in any activites instead you spend all your time hidden away and alone (dont spend much time with parents becaue of the alienation i believe i have been put through, and nobody in my town does much... 20 000 people and the only recreation we have is bowling and the movie theatre, 60% of population is over 65)

You use of marijuana has become regular and predictable, and more freqeunt (Once again, i disagree as i have learned much about blazing in my 3 years and have learned the meaning of responsible toking, i often take multiple day breaks as i realize it is harder for me to follow through with my responsibities when im high ALL the time)

Dependence is when you continue to use knowing the negative effect the drug has in your life. You may not realize this, but your body has become so accustomed to it that it can only function when the drug is present. Do you think it could be your use of drugs that is casuing you to be concerned about the symptoms you have been experiencing? Most, if not all of your symptoms (sleep, skin problems, fatigue) are known to be associated with drugs abuse? (yeah, and they are also assosicated with poor diet, lack of exercise and stress, things that i am guilty of)

And i know you are concerned about your health and i know that you worry about it because if you weren't concerned then you wouldn't be putting so much effort into looking for the answers to help explain away your symptoms.

Brandon, I see that you become more and more dependant on marijuana every day, and it has become central to your thoughts, emotions, and activities (bullshit!!!!) and almost every discussion or argument leads back to the same common denominator, marijuana.

Life is about change and things only stay the same way for a while, and then they change. you may not know for sure the changes you may want in your life, but maybe change means that you need to give up something you enjoy or something that has brought you releif from stress, fear and worry. (Where is the logic in this?) Drugs of any kind are only temporary solutions to your problems, even if you cant see the problems.

You need to think about the changes you want and why you want them, and then that will help you take the first step in a new direction. See...people are either growing and moving forward, or going in the opposite direction. Which direction will you go?

The process for dealing with your addiction and recovery (wait, im an addict??? and i didnt even know??) if thats what you choose has begun. A meeting has been scheduled with J at the ****** Addiction Center for next tuesday. you are welcome to attend, or you can contact her by yourself, either way, there needs to be change and change doesnt happen when you stop abusing, change begins when you start making your own decisions in life, substance abuse being one of them.

If you choose to continue the way you are going, then you cant live here anymore. Arrangements can be mnade for you to get your personal belongings. Arrangements can be made with contact lists, doctors etc. As well you will not be alowed to enter the house for any reason. If you do then i will have the police remove you from the property and the locks changed if necessary.

I have told you many times that if you continue using drugs and the risky behaviour that goes long with it you will no longer be allowed in my house, my home. Brandon this is not a threat, its a promise. I'm tired of you walking all over me and manipulating everyone in your way (dont even know....) I truly love you but i am not going to love you to death

Mom



Ok, so the way i see it, i have 3 options

Quit marijuana, although i dont want to do, and do not in any way feel i should have to
tell her i quit and make sure i hide it better then ever before, Not really an option, her finding out is pretty much inevitable
Take the offer, and get the hell out, maybe its time i started a new life? but i would miss my home and family'

Also keep in mind, i attend all my classes, bring home assignments that i receive 80%+ on, have a job, and help out around the house with numerous chores.
ok its kinda long.. but worth it.

 

hahahahaha, sounds like my parents x10. the only difference is that i basically beat every one of my parents arguments besides the fact that it's illegal, which is the only reason they don't want me smoking. and i ended up just telling them i quit, which i'm pretty sure that they still believe, ha.

 

I told my parents I quit and that I mannaged to convince my friends to also quit.

my parents are completely oblivious.

 

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nice nugs right thurrr
but ya sucks for you guys my dad smokes so im good with gettin hassled by my parents for being high fuck that shit cuz they all prolly smoked back in the 80's they were all hippies at one point

 

i can see this been my mom, she gets pissed for no reason at all, and when she says i get bad grades cuz im high, i show them the 100% and she just shut ups....