You and I are in the same boat. what mg ativan did he perscribe you? Ive slowly been working my way through the milligrams. i just keep telling him every couple weeks that it doesn't work as well anymore and I have to take three to calm down. Just tell him your tolerance went up in a subtle and ignorant way. I'm working my way slowly toward xanies too. According to my calculations, my goal will be achieved by my next visit to the docs. I decided to take a break from hallucinogenics. I'm distorting my reality...or making it more clear...either way...I'm burning out. I feel like I kinda stayed in my last trip a little bit.
how did u take the DXM? Did the hospital explain to you why u tested positive for PCP? Kinda weird, makes me curious.
I tried this stuff called MDPV, Its street name is 'Super Coke'. I think i did a lil to much cuz my heart was beating so fast for a really long time. Yesterday my chest hurt really bad. Dont think ill be trying that again.
I tested positive for PCP because DXM in high doses sometimes produces false-positives for PCP/opiates on drug tests. I drank 3 bottles of the stuff. Lizz, you are very lucky. I can't get any doctor to prescribe me a benzo for my anxiety because I have no insurance.
Lucky yes, but at the same time I really shouldn't have this stuff. It would definitely be better if I did not. It doesn't help with my lack of motivation whatsoever....but it is nice to be able to instantly veg out while I'm stressin' at school. All the other cats here are on taking adderall every day to get shit done...I just can't do it. Never was into it. I used to take it back in high school once in a while but I just can't these days.
yo i would get off the ativan, my aunt is battling an addiction with it and like its a big mess. like dont get me wrong ifiend benzos but im glad im not prescribed it because i wouldnt have disipline with it and would love to abuse it
Yeah I feel that. I know my limits pretty well. I know when enough is enough. The last thing I want to do is become dependent on that shit...same with the ambien. It works, but I hear if you take it long enough and then stop, you won't be able to fall asleep naturally. I've always experimented with shit, but I have pretty good self control. I just got back from spring break. I felt pretty okay during the time so I didn't take anything. I go through phases of taking it and not taking it..I guess it all depends on how I feel but I'll be good. Once summer break starts I won't need it.
so i did coke this time somewhat sober (not nearly as drunk as the first few time) the whole time i was thinking this shiit is fucking wack good thing i didn't pay for that halfer. no more pedico por mi amigo.
does anyone know about MG seeds i have a ton of them but i heard that there is a type that doesnt have the LSA in them and wont do anything i can post a pic later ofwhat i got
@ Lakim: I hate doing shit all drunk. Just doesnt hit the same. Except straight pisto and painting thats fun . Once I blazed liiiike probably between a dub an a 30 an then dropped e and didnt feel shit. But it mightve been cuz it was my first time,so mixing some shit just isnt for me. Thats another question I have - do many of you feel it takes a few seperate experiances with a drug to really feel the effects?
coke is OVERRATED. Too expensive for what u get....I will never pay for it again, not worth it at all. @ my fav addiction: most of the time i psych myself up early and think that the effects are hitting me, when really its just adrenaline or someshit. Then the real effects hit me lol.
hallucinogens hallucinogens hallucinogens hallucinogens hallucinogens hallucinogens. preferably mushrooms. gonna be droppin E for the first time in about 2 weeks or soo.
people cant handle seeing a different reality man i can understand why my buddy who has never done hard drugs just smoked weed hes scared of doing LSD hes down to do mush but sceptical and REAAALLLLY wants to do E because of the storys hes heard from other peoples experience(the positive vibes ect i told him shit could be cut with meth and mad other things) me on the other hand E is not a drug im running out to score cause i don't know what people cut it with but HEY gotta experience it at least once.
Because E is fun? I've never heard of anyone who does E complain about a drug being bad for you, that would just be stupid. And yeah, I really would prefer to roll for 4-6 hours and be able to perform normal tasks, such as driving while on the drug, instead of doing a couple hits of acid and being completely dedicated to one spot, less I feel like walking. Heklr, you're just feeling an overwhelming sense of elitism, aren't you? It happens, but get over it quick, because it's annoying to hear all the kids who do drugs down each other for doing drugs.
Haha, no, I was just under the impression that you were downing people for using MDMA and not enjoying the use of hallucinogens. And I'm definitely not one of those "hipsters" that will defend MDMA at all costs just 'cuz it's my preferred drug. If you knew who I am, or even been around long enough to notice my contributions to this thread, I've done nearly everything under the sun, and given advice to kids who have wanted to try various drugs. Whether they're in it for a thrill ride, or a mind altering experience. It just seems like a lot of "tripping kids" as I call them (don't take offense), gain a sense of elitism through their little cliques for the fact that they feel like they have done no harm to their bodies, and have seen reality in an "altered, and more pure state". Simply took your statement the wrong way.
I think we misunderstood each other...haha. No hard feelings, man. I most definitely enjoy the use of hallucinogens! I've seen your contributions to the thread... I think it's more so noticing that avatar. But yeah, you do contribute a lot. It's cool to have some mentors on here to give new users advice. I know what you mean about that 'elitism', I think. I don't feel as though I have this 'elitism' but I know some people that are like that. As if they're more experienced or feel like they are above you because they have experienced alternate reality. Like someone let them in on a secret that not many others know but they still won't tell you. I understand the full effects of every drug I use and I know for a fact that I have caused harm to my body. I remember dropping a few tabs that just didn't feel pure, like in my system and it really dragged the experience down. Other drugs, non-hallucinogenic have taken their toll. I try to eat a healthy diet and keep it organic. Love to exercise. I feel just as good being sober as I do when on drugs... I feel like this is key to experiencing a good trip. Hard to explain but, kinda' like... if you know how good your body feels sober, healthy or keeping in shape, you can really appreciate the "trip". I felt like when I was constantly using other hallucinogens or drugs between tripping...it was never as deep or as good as it feels now. (Speaking of LSD, specifically.)