the most fuckin wierdd ass vivid dreams happened to me on lorazopam yesterday. i took like 1.5 mg ativan (no tolerance) and i dosed off to sleep and had these wierd vivid dreams that i cant explain and i would constantly jerk my head up and wake up and the dreams were like soo wierd i cant explain. i have had my fair share of benzos and nothing like this has ever happened :/ anyone else had similar experiences with benzos
These nine drawings were done by an artist under the influence of LSD – part of a test conducted by the US government during it’s dalliance with psychotomimetic drugs in the late 1950′s. The artist was given a dose of LSD 25 and free access to an activity box full of crayons and pencils. His subject is the medico that jabbed him. 1. First drawing is done 20 minutes after the first dose (50ug). An attending doctor observes – Patient chooses to start drawing with charcoal. The subject of the experiment reports – “Condition normal… no effect from the drug yet”. [Broken External Image]:http://img202.imageshack.us/img202/9544/drawingundertheinfluenc.jpg 2. 85 minutes after first dose and 20 minutes after a second dose has been administered (50ug + 50ug). The patient seems euphoric. “I can see you clearly, so clearly. This… you… it’s all… I’m having a little trouble controlling this pencil. It seems to want to keep going.” [Broken External Image]:http://img852.imageshack.us/img852/9544/drawingundertheinfluenc.jpg 3. 2 hours 30 minutes after first dose. Patient appears very focus on the business of drawing. “Outlines seem normal, but very vivid – everything is changing colour. My hand must follow the bold sweep of the lines. I feel as if my consciousness is situated in the part of my body that’s now active – my hand, my elbow… my tongue”. [Broken External Image]:http://img25.imageshack.us/img25/9544/drawingundertheinfluenc.jpg 4. 2 hours 32 minutes after first dose. Patient seems gripped by his pad of paper. “I’m trying another drawing. The outlines of the model are normal, but now those of my drawing are not. The outline of my hand is going weird too. It’s not a very good drawing is it? I give up – I’ll try again…” [Broken External Image]:http://img858.imageshack.us/img858/9544/drawingundertheinfluenc.jpg 5. 2 hours 35 minutes after first dose. Patient follows quickly with another drawing. “I’ll do a drawing in one flourish… without stopping… one line, no break!”. Upon completing the drawing the patient starts laughing, then becomes startled by something on the floor. [Broken External Image]:http://img191.imageshack.us/img191/9544/drawingundertheinfluenc.jpg 6. 2 hours 45 minutes after first dose. Patient tries to climb into activity box, and is generally agitated – responds slowly to the suggestion he might like to draw some more. He has become largely none verbal. “I am… everything is… changed… they’re calling… your face… interwoven… who is…” Patient mumbles inaudibly to a tune (sounds like “Thanks for the memory”). He changes medium to Tempera. [Broken External Image]:http://img855.imageshack.us/img855/9544/drawingundertheinfluenc.jpg 7. 4 hours 25 minutes after first dose. Patient retreated to the bunk, spending approximately 2 hours lying, waving his hands in the air. His return to the activity box is sudden and deliberate, changing media to pen and water color. “This will be the best drawing, Like the first one, only better. If I’m not careful I’ll lose control of my movements, but I won’t, because I know. I know” – (this saying is then repeated many times). Patient makes the last half-a-dozen strokes of the drawing while running back and forth across the room. [Broken External Image]:http://img38.imageshack.us/img38/9544/drawingundertheinfluenc.jpg 8. 5 hours 45 minutes after first dose. Patient continues to move about the room, intersecting the space in complex variations. It’s an hour and a half before he settles down to draw again – he appears over the effects of the drug. “I can feel my knees again, I think it’s starting to wear off. This is a pretty good drawing – this pencil is mighty hard to hold” – (he is holding a crayon). [Broken External Image]:http://img852.imageshack.us/img852/4776/drawingundertheinfluenci.jpg 9. 8 hours after first dose. Patient sits on bunk bed. He reports the intoxication has worn off except for the occasional distorting of our faces. We ask for a final drawing which he performs with little enthusiasm. “I have nothing to say about this last drawing, it is bad and uninteresting, I want to go home now.” [Broken External Image]:http://img694.imageshack.us/img694/9544/drawingundertheinfluenc.jpg
i dont do drugs anymore,well i only did smoke pot for like a year or so but quit smoking altogether.im only 16 so wasnt realy that good for me :L i quit because of a bad trip i also suffer from insomnia now because of it oh well we learn from out mistakes :/
Drugs aint for every one. If ya gonna be doing them on the daily then ya gotta prepear for your sense of reality to change after a while
ye cause u were in grade 11 and a big pussy. my last mush trip wasnt fun at all gettin threatened by a hells angel with a knife peaking i thought the fool was gonna kill me and my boys
I did oxy for the first time the other day. I really enjoyed it. Minus the drips. I did a 20mg line. Pretty fucked.
Why do I love you so much? Hahah. I guess I'm going to a rave this weekend, buying like 17-18 pills for friends and myself, prolly gonna fuck a bitch on the dance floor for some more.