yeah fuck you... to some, it is... you have any idea how many people have been literally saved by believing in something, a religion, whatever? to the kid who said it gives a false reason to live and a waste of time... you're entitled to your own opinion but you have to try to look at it this way: if you believe in something, that you feel gives you reason to be on this earth, regardless of all the bad shit that happens to you and to those around you, is that really a waste of time? i don't personally believe in god and am not a devout follower of my religion, but i think if believing in something helps you get on in this world, then fucking do it, because it's a shithouse. then there's the people who are all "if you don't believe in my religion or sect or whatthefuckhaveyou, fuck off and die," and the "i go to church/whatever to look good in front of my neighboors" people, who are just ignorant, and don't count as to what i'm talking about.
dude its realy sad when i never had faith in ''god'' and i live in alabama so the southern baptists are all retarded i have only met a few who know more than me about christianity but the rest think they are intelegent sigh...
how is dat bad.....belive wat u want.... i jus, always feel like shit....nd ive lost 4 of my homies this yr....nd it jus hurts so much, and i cant cry i dont kno y but i cant, i dunno mayb i jus keep shit inside to long, ive tried hanging myself but my home boy came home early....ironically 3 weeks later he died....rip jay....and about a month a go, i got my bois old strap, n tried shootin myself...it jammed, the firingpin was locked i dunno how or y but it was.....nd last week i was n a car chase with the cops, car was stolen n my boi had no licence resulted n a car crash...i thought that was it i was finally gonna go, but instead my boi almost died and i walked away unscathed....idk wat my fuckin purpose is....but all i know is im not fuckin happy....so rots thanx buddy, ive tried twice mayb 3rd time will b a charm
the best thing to do is...to keep a positive outlook on life..its all about how u look at the problems that life throws at you...u can look at them as problems...or opportunities...because with each challenge that comes your way...is a learning expirience...what doesnt kill you..makes you stronger.. also another thing...stay away from negative people...they wont do anything but hold you down...speak happy..be happy... like i said...its all about outlook... the glass is half full...not half empty... keep it real..stay strong
as for this....i dont belive in any organized church...its corrupt..take it or leave it....but im agnostic..i belive that there is a god...i jus dont know who lol..and i will tell you why.. if man realizes that man isnt perfect...that means we are comparing ourselves to something that is....whatever that sumthing is...has to be god...
what if people start to like you? Then your whole plan is in disarray. Don't think about why you should live, just appreciate life.
you should sticky it. this is important. the dad of a friend of mine commited suicide when she was young, now she's 16 and still affected by it.
thats the fucking point i get real close and something always say no not yet and i got nothing i dont even feel like the wife wants protection from me its hard to not just say the thing that keeps me from jail or crack or suicide drinking even painting any self destruction is just my common sense, that every one else built for me to keep me for there use is the hard part
^^ that is the stupidest fucking thing Ive ever heard how does it take balls to end your own life, a pussy that cant handle life takes his own. It takes balls to look for the silver lining and keep on with life Its ignorence like the shit you said that cause people to get depressed and think about suicide
every person does think of suicide... but saying only kids with balls go through with it... is just a little extreme... and highly fucking offencive... yo pyroguy hold in there man.. holidays are fucked they put a lot of pressure on me personally... being laid off for the holidays has fuckin sucked its been and interesting week for my self. but im too curius to see what 2008 will unfold
jus keep that hope....let it survive to live is to suffer...to survive is to provide meaning into something ---DMX, Slippin
i fear the past you fear the present i can predict the future and im not in it my death is imminent six feet deep forever asleep shits permenent, friends and family will learn from it, as i enternally burn hoping its never your turn, This is my suicide fill your eyes with tears ill be in your heart for the everlasting years, but i never meant it, so many things could of prevent it you never got it in the mail but i sent it i only had one life and i took it away from all of yours snotty nosed kid corrupted since the age of 4 no father figure in my life but so much love in sight i couldnt understand me i just left that to my family someone was always there to guide me through it all because reality is wrong and dreams are for real just think of that when you close the casket and watch it seal someone told me "suicide is killing the only person who can change it" but im done with life i dont want to live rearranging shit. sitting here in fear, depression in fifth gear a whole new person when i look in the mirror you ruined me whoever you were. i cant believe suicide is on my fucking mind this wouldnt be the first time, its my own crime im going in but for time but whatever fuck it all i just leave you all with this suicide letter. the message is for who ever is struggling get it together life is like a flock of a million birds and your just a single feather treasure every moment from past to present and learn from every lesson..
this is what this thread should have more of...more positive thoughts..as soon as i got on here..i saw a bunch of negativity..lets change that shit around a lil...ya feel me? never regret anything that ever made you smile
yea shits lookin up had a good week for a change thanx to my ***** time nd ninja n everybody else up n here trying to raise a *****s spirits....much love
This threads a real eye opener I thought I was alone thinking these things , but it looks like a lot of writers have went through this kind of shit, For me this shit started when my dad died but I think Im feeling better about it , still not perfect but better
love ur self care about ur self talk to god , or talk to your self get it off ur chest smile & keep going
i used to think liek that too, but then i kinna just got a big ego and realized im better than the world i live in. im still alive, so it worked. tomorrows another day, live life to its fulliest, you wont truly enjoy death if you dont enjoy life.
So this is the reason i havnt been on the BS in a bit. Mind is not good rite now man. Not fucking good.
youre obviously here for a reason, dont kill yourself just find shit that you arent content with in your life and happiness will follow