there is not line between sane and insanity..... its only those who are judgemental who creat those lines, everyones fucked some chose to be real and show it othere hide it and pray night after night butwhat they dont relize there doing by prey it burringing it in there mind itsnot there god taking away there problms it belinving in somthing so hard the it turns into mind over matter and then all of a sudden there saved and have the answers.... i aheva stack of medical file that all contradic themselfs, and i called them out on it and i got 2 new disorders for it cas they didnt want to look stupid and know i was right....
fact: sometimes when I look in the mirror I forget that thats me and then its nearly impossible for me to understand that it is me then im completely shocked but soon forget it and continue about my day
if anybody rambles i would have to say it's def. me, and what he says is completely coherent if you actually read it...i love gesus because we both have done the same shit, and know where knoe-another are coming from...to a cerain extent.
and if my ramblings are incoherent i dont give a fuck but if the person who im talking to gets what im tryin to say message accomplished.... is it not? that shit wasnt ment for anyone but him and he got it so i dont see what the problem was im tlaking to my home girl about some SERIOUS shit right now shes already had 3 nervious break downs today so tryin to tlak to two people who are staring a metnal trip is hard
gesus krist...a prophet of todays to come. people look down so much on people who have done things they haven't, you fear what you do not know so you build a predjudice out of that fear...most people that have or do drugs tend to be very intelligent people that just don't apply themselves...
ah bullshit everyone who uses drugs are fucking morons with no intelligence to speak of. fucking druggies. geeezeeeeee
Fact: havik is all alone tonight unless i get a phonecall from the other two thirds of the usual trio, or from this girlie whos plans might fall through
statistics boy...statistics...you learn that shit in rehab. some of the smartest people i've ever met are or were users. once again you should know what you're talking about before you decide to let your fingers hit the key board.
fact. fanny ima call u on the way down to get my cord..... is that cool, and whats wrong seem like your a bit angry from the past few posts ive noticed of u today
lol that was sarcasm that my main nigga right there fannypack also has spilt more then most people will ever use.... he can also break everything down into the chemicals it reliease to what u can to to make the highs last longer all the way down to the chemical compunds that make up the drugs..... so yeah , hes just not about people talking about the useage.... so ignore that comment, dude so smart its retarded.... hes living proof that drugs do not effect mental capiblity of people .... me on the other hand... all i have to say is look at my typing
heysoos.. i dunno.. im just kinda burnt out. i wanna be doin what i do but instead im working 10 hour days doing ridiculous shit and doing nothing but sleeping in between. i dunno. i guess im just disgruntled. fuck work. i want my friends back god damnit.
friends but fact Fact. your firends will always be there for you Fact. you dont make money u go to jail Fact. u go to jail your friends CANT be there cas me personally was locked there and u know there rule Fact. your doin what u came down here to do Fact. hopefull you'll make enough move back here or somewhere else and prove yourself to who u have to to come back down here if u chose to come back down here Fact. then shit will be steady again liek it was before down here.... you know when things where fun, and the dramas on the minium everyones doing good in my oppinon and in my oppinon utah wasnt that great for the both of us we had are get ups and most of those involved devon, everything else was stress hungry and problems... well for my atleast when i moved in, i know it wasnt always bad before but still man.... u need to do what u got to do... Fact. and u know this mannnnnnn
thats so true well not in all cases but most yeah that why they cant be content with life cause they see past this bullshit sometimes I gotta get messed up just to like get by i guess I mean i havent done any hardcore drugs and Im not tryin to seem like Im just sayin livin a "normal" life is monotonous its like wake up go to school(im only 16) come home get yelled at for not doing my best in school then go to sleep wake up repeat damn life kinda sucks then its gonna be go get a job an ya know my dad hates his job why would I wanna be like that but thats what everybody looks forward to in life and if you dont ur a druggie or a scumbag or somethin i mean wtf
Hahah at my school theres some kid who looks at porn (I go to college but am only a junior... yeah Im mad smart ) and we always give him shit and try and fight him, but he never gets up, hes probably too busy pitchin a tent. :lol:
fact: i just found a huge beatle crall up my leg and i flicked it off, it is now mush on my wall....... fact: im watching a show called survivor man its pretty cool because i had to do the same shit except for 6 weeks and milder
Hahah at my school theres some kid who looks at porn (I go to college but am only a junior... yeah Im mad smart ) and we always give him shit and try and fight him, but he never gets up, hes probably too busy pitchin a tent. :lol: [/b][/quote] mateo i seen that new brodsast and the dude live at home with his parrents and they confront the parents and the dad almost fucks up the news guyy the song odesnt get buck till he dad does.... shits fucking FUNNY
word em up cowboy i know im doin what i gotta do but i just dont really want to work so fucking hard for it. even though i am building some formidable biceps in the process. i havent seen anybody since i started this shit. sucks. but whateva. cant knock the hustle. the princess bride is on right now.. i love that movie