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Discussion in 'General Discussion' started by Msfyt, May 7, 2007.

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  1. chalo500

    chalo500 Member

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    Doing math is good for depression. I know it sounds weird, but it works. Your mind changes because you are solving problems instead of being stuck. It is not a permanent solution, but is does give you a break. I know how it feels to be without hope. The worse is that you think of killing yourself and it doesn't seem like it will solve anything either. Like you will keep on going on your shit.
  2. ASEN

    ASEN Banned

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    I think about it sometimes. Never enough to actually carry it out, i don't think, but still the thoughts sometimes take up so much space in my head until something random comes along and changes my focus. I find that whenever i'm bored i just start thinking about all the crappy stuff that happenned to me, and how much crappy stuff is still gonna happen to me.

    I guess the most important thing is keeping your mind stimulated. Like the guy above me said, math, or any other mental activity does distract from the bad thoughts. I find that playing music is a saving grace for a lot of negative emotions. Another aspect of the problem i've come to consider is how any physical activity releases the mind of it's clutches. As if you could transfer mental pain into physical pain. I think any activity of any kind validates existence and furthers vitality.

    Excellent thread, it's very important that this subject becomes general discussion.
  3. Msfyt

    Msfyt Elite Member

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    Do to the numerous teen/gay suicides this week I think it's important how even though it might be funny to jump the bully bandwagon and not really mean it, it's about time we take a higher road and realize that everyone is here to be exactly like the ooohhh sooo cool you.

    Anyways here is info on a very cool project called "it gets better", cause I know that during high school the pain may be a lot to carry. But like the project says it does get better, high school is the breeding ground for hate and bullying. It's never your fault that you are who you are, be proud and in the end showing them that living a fulling life is the best way to show them up. This project lets lost people know they aren't alone, even though it might feel like it. And that many of us once felt the same way, but now have the strength to fight back. Gay, straight, nerdy, fat, slow, slutty.... fuck them, make life about you, not them... cause they aren't worth your time.

    RIP Tyler Clementi 18yrs old

    RIP Seth Walsh 13 yrs old

    RIP Ahser Brown 13yrs old

    RIP Jeanine Blanchette 21yrs old , and Chantal Dube 17yrs old

    RIP Billy Lucas 15yrs old

    Seriously kids grow up a little and start treating people with respect.
    Or better yet stop being apathetic stand up to these bullies even if it isn't you being bullied, have a heart.
    I hope some of you out there are touched by these poor people's pain cause this just breaks me.
    Last edited: Oct 4, 2010
  4. Venile

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    I hate to say, some people can deal with death so fine it sickens me, like people who aren't phased by it.
    The worst part was it was me, my cousin and his dad had this friend, mid-30s, we still don't know what happened, but my uncle was a volunteer fire fighter who had seen this many times but when he got the call, got to the hotel and found his friend with a desert eagle, his ran out, ran to his house and told my cousin, I was in the living room and I heard everything, it was sad too cause the guy would come over drink and we(uncle, cuz,me &him) would play rock band all night, the guy seemed like the happiest pesron in the world, from what i know, it was cause of his ex-wife...

    I hate to think that sometimes the cause of someones depression and decisions is someone they loved.

    Also had a friend who was a sister to me, since 6th we've been tight and she didn't have the best life so anytime i could I'd make her happy.
    one night, she couldn't take it, she tried killing herself a 2nd or 3rd time(I forget), and I was talking to her on the phone, after she took the pills.. I calmed her to the point where see had changed her mind, and I'm thankful to say I wasn't too late..
    She lived a mile from me, so I hauled ass, called the cops on the way and I got there before them, rang the bell like crazy and her mom answered asking me wtf i was doing, bolted up stairs and knocked down the door, I waited there with her til the cops and amberlamps got there, then I went with her to the hospital, I was that determined not to loose her, and I'm glad cause she lived to find a guy, work shit out with her mom and now she's happier than ever, we don't talk much, but when we do it's like we never stopped, and I'll call her every so often outa the blue to smoke out and she's always down, it's good to know you can help someone and be the voice or ear they need.

    Ever since I've still been indifferent to it, but I talk to people that are depressed or sad just outa compassion and not wanting their friends to go through what my uncle and cuz went through and what was playing out in my head the that time with my friend, it was like a world with less colors..

    I know it's been said, but I hope anybody feeling down or contemplating it with turn to us and confide in people , even a complete stranger could change a life and shit like this is a step towards saving more than 1 life.
  5. PulseWithLife

    PulseWithLife Elite Member

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    you got three dollars ? go to your local store and pick up a 40OZ of malt liquor
  6. 2mor

    2mor Senior Member

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    cant believe a girl i rooted ended up on there,never live it down haha, sooo shameful when i saw it ,this makes me suicidal!!!
  7. 4menace2society0

    4menace2society0 Banned

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    ahh ya, you can always drown the pain with whatever, buts its gunna come back
    its just hard son
  8. GuyGuyer of Guyland

    GuyGuyer of Guyland Senior Member

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    pain is still better than not existing in my eyes. its all in your head, realize that. you can surround yourself with whoever you want. but it dosent matter who youre around. if youre a stranger in your own head. then youre always gonna be lonely and in pain.

    work on that shit first. deadin yourself is just a pathetic escape for the weak. you have one chance at life. you dont get a second. its better to finish the game than be that little fuck who whines an cries and dosent even wanna play the game, then quits early. nevermind try to win it.
  9. GhostfaceKILLAH

    GhostfaceKILLAH New Member

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    menace holla fammo im up in this now i cant reach you on fb or ps3
  10. PulseWithLife

    PulseWithLife Elite Member

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    Just found this video. Speaking some wisdom

  11. wesk.

    wesk. Senior Member

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    man straight up i teard up reading this stuff but let me say somthing i was bullied.I saw some kid from 7th grade gettin beat up by a 8th grader i asked a kid who was watchin why he was doin this the kid said that the sev stood up for himself man i thought fuck it i jumped in beat the kid into the ground his older brother punched me out afterwards but the next year i was in 10th the sev who was now a 8th grader told me thank you and he was tellin me how when i beat that kid up it was givin hi hope that somone could help and he cried cause that one kid bullied him, that night i cried myself to sleep thinkin that i had bullied somone before and man i just wanted to die because i had hurt somone mentally and i felt so fuckin bad but know i had told the kid that i was sorry for bullying him now we are friends and i just want you guys to know when you see somone gettin bullied stand up for the kid he might be to scared to do it himself even if it means you gettin beat up.
    graffiti gave me hope when i was suicidal
  12. Juelz Santana

    Juelz Santana Senior Member

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    damn some of you fools are is good theres motherfuckin kids in wheelchairs wit all sorts of fucked up things goin on and your cryin over your shit. some of you are pathetic. everyones got problems dont be selfish. atleast let ya boy juelz come through and rip a couple holes in you with a .357
  13. Juelz Santana

    Juelz Santana Senior Member

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    you nikkaz is so soft i hate this website
  14. Juelz Santana

    Juelz Santana Senior Member

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    if your fighting depression and suicide graff aint your thing.its ruined my life and so many writers kill just adds the problems son.i dont gives a fuck so i do what i gota guys ever seen some of these writers.drug addict creeps no friends disconnected from family.shits a drug im tellin you newb ass nikkaz now.but i love this drug ;)
  15. ChadWarden

    ChadWarden Elite Member

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    i wonder if this guy^ is an african american? hmm
  16. Juelz Santana

    Juelz Santana Senior Member

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    nah i never been to africa im an american
  17. .Cuore

    .Cuore Senior Member

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    shut your fucking mouth and leave then? nobody listens to the stupid shit you say anyway.
  18. ribcage

    ribcage Banned

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    woah woah woah, havent you ever heard the whistle song?!!!! cmon man juelz santana, one hit wonder super queer faggot broke ass retarded douchebag shit lickin mafacka. he tight!
  19. .Cuore

    .Cuore Senior Member

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    lol word.
  20. Juelz Santana

    Juelz Santana Senior Member

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    your all retarded son i bet you dogshits bump diplomatic immunity throughout your widwest suburb type daily. you all know dipset anthem by heart.salute!