There are many reasons why people start graff, some for fame , the thrill of the duck and dodge. I've been in the scene sense 1988 , where is my business, what I've accomplished also my business, but I question myself over the years, of " why am I still doing this?" " what do I hope to accomplish really"? Well like most writers we're loners, fit in everywhere and but at same time, fit in no where. I don't talk to people outside the graff scene about graff. Always the same questions, with answers those that haven't done it, couldn't even put into a sensible thought. I know there was a time, when fame was the ultimate goal, like a quote from Troy the movie, " and thats why they won't remember your name" cause life without risk is a life less sought after for real writers , these days, finding my way to the wall, seems to have slowed down some, but I'm still there, breathing in the damp cool wall, with concrete chips grinding under my feet as I make my way left to right, that is where I find my peace , that is where it all makes sense to me, the place I'm allowed time to piece back the puzzle that is my life. My communion with myself, and my imagination, where I still get excited when my pointer finger allows the paint of my mind to be let free. That is why I still do this, that is why I can't quit, without graff. I'm just another smuck with a 9 to 5 , for now I'm just That guy. And I'm more than happy for that. I'll always be a tormented soul just like every writer out there. But my peace come with purpose, and that purpose is self, and how I treat people along the way.